Rpw : Fanservices Book 2

FAnservice 334.

KI EL'S FANSERVICE

[ FS: Regretful Bestfriend Act ]

"I wish you liked me again, like before when you liked me the most." Pilit syang ngumiti sa akin at umiwas ng tingin.

I took a deep breath and sighed. Caden's hurting, and I don't know what to do. Kung noon nya lang sinabi 'to, sana hindi kami nagkakasakitan ngayon, but then hindi nadidiktahan ang puso. Caden and I were bestfriend for three years, we were so closed to the point that I fell for him, I've been secretly loving him for two years now. But then, I was too scared to confess to him, I was afraid that he don't feel the same for me, I was too damn afraid that it may ruin our friendship. So, I did my very best to move on and fortunately, I did. But why is he being like this right now? I sigh.

"I'm really sorry Caden, pero kasi wala na. As much as possible I don't wanna hurt you, but then I also can't force my heart to love you again." I faint a smile.

"Don't be sorry, it's not your fault Bea. It's fine, I was too damn stupid for not realizing it much ealier. It's not your fault kung naka move on kana ng tuluyan sa akin. Masyado kasi akong natakot na baka masira ko ang friendship natin kung aamin ako. But then it turns out na aamin din pala ako, pero huli na. By the way, uwi na ako ah. Tangina ang sakit pala." He said and secretly wiped his tears. "Goodbye Bea," he turned his back on me and started walking away.

Words of Wisdom:

Face your fears, have enough courage to confess your feelings to the one that you love before it's too late. Stop thinking of 'what ifs', because that will only cease you to do what you have to do. Worth it things comes to those who exerts efforts. I tell you It's better to face your 'what ifs' now than regret later and think of 'what could have been'.