Rpw : Fanservices Book 2

Fanservice 355.

KHUN WOLFGANG'S

Confession Act: 5 - 12 - 17

"You're right. I like you. I'm not going to pretend nothing happened, or change the subject anymore. So you... shouldn't either." Yeah. I like you. So stop avoiding it. I only realized it until now that I don't want you to be with other guys. I don't want you hanging around with men except me. I don't want that because it makes me mad. It makes me so mad, I wanted to punch that guy from before but now... now that you're not with him anymore... I want you more than ever...

You stared at me. Hey...

"... can you say something?" I'm so embarassed here. Please say something. I just blurted out my feelings.

"I... I'm sorry. I don't know what to say. It's a little out of the blue... and surprising... I... like you too... but... I don't think... we think of each other the same way." I felt a sting in my chest. I... didn't want to hear this. I didn't want to hear this from you...

"You're more like my mom than my mom, more like my dad than my dad and more like my brother than my brother... you're my closest... family... I'm sorry... Is asking you to stay like that... too selfish...?" You looked down and started to cry. I guess I was too excited... I smiled.

"... You didn't commit a crime. Stop crying..." I patted your head.

"Why are you sorry? You were just being honest. And didn't change the subject this time. You're not selfish. Thanks for giving me a reply." Every word I said... pained me so much... But then... I continued to smile. I didn't want you to feel guilty...

"By staying like that... Do you mean you want me to be like before?... I don't think I'll be able to do it right away, but okay." I avoided your gaze.

"No, Just forget about..."

"No, It's fine. I'll try my best. Go to sleep. I'm going."

And I left. So I guess I was dumped huh. I never knew the feeling of being rejected but now I know...

It hurts...