Rpw : Fanservices Book 2

Fanservice 239.

To : Xyres Reo Fxckingrein
From : Drex PB 

You're sad. You're alone. You're crying. You have no one to lean on. You're all by yourself. After all the sacrifice that you did yet you're here, crying in the corner of the most dark room that I've ever seen. You wanted to run away, but you don't have any idea where to go. You wanted to commit suicide, but you're scared of Hell. You wanted to go to sleep and wish for tomorrow is a different day from what is now. You always asks yourself, 'What did I ever done wrong to deserve this kind of pain and loneliness?". You always regret. Regretting why you were even born in this horrible world. Such violence and darkness. You have a lot of dreams for yourself. You wanted to be someone who would be like by every one. But you wanted to lose hope. You always thought that it's impossible for you to ever fulfill that dream. You tied a rope on the ceiling and pulled a chair. You tied the rope around your neck. You're already gone lose hope. Your about to jump and realized something. Realized that , "All that you ever wanted was someone , just only one, who will accept you for who you are and what you are." That's all what you ever wanted, But still, you don't have any. You're about to jump when I shout! "NO! STOP!" You were shock, eyes widened. You looked at me and somehow put a weak smile on your face. Tears fell down from your eyes. And the next thing I know, you jumped. I ran to you and quickly untie the rope around your neck. But it was too hard for me to untie it. You are almost out of air. I have to hurry. I realized that I have a knife in my pocket. I get it and starts to cut the rope. I laid you on the floor and starts to pump your chest. But it wasn't enough. I have to do CPR. I pinch your nose and open your mouth and starts to blow air inside you. After a couple of minutes I was able to recover you. I hugged you tight. I heard you cry. I pat your head and tried to comfort you. "Hey now, don't you ever do that again. You scared the hell crap of me. Stop crying. I'm here. I won't leave you. And will never be." You hugged me, you hugged me so tight that I can't almost breathe. "Do you promise that, Drex?" I smiled. "Yes, I promise. I never left your side. I'm always there for you. But you always shut me down. But I didn't gave up on you. Look, still here. Hugging you right now. Look at the bright side, Xyres . If everyone is against you, I'm here. Always, and will always be here for you and will never leave you. You don't know how important you are to me." I brushed your hair using my fingers, still hugging you. "I'm really sorry Drex! I really do! I've lost hope. Sorry for not valuing your presence. I'm really sorry. It's like the whole world is against me. " you once again cry. "It's fine Xyres . I know what you're being through and I understand. You're brain won't function well. You're too stress. You know what? Why wont you stay at my house. You could leave there so we could be together forever and you wont have to feel so alone anymore. " you wipe off your tears and tried to smile. "That's nice of you Drex. It's really nice." And by that we left that dark room together while holding each others hand. "You know what Xyres.... From the very first time I laid my eyes on you, I already know that you're special. Special in your very own way. That's why I can't deny to you right now that I have fallen... Fallen deeply in love with you Xyres...."

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