Rpw : Fanservices Book 2

Fanservice 226.

To : Kaliyah Beethoven
From : Czefiah Dauntless

We are at the Coffee Shop sitting opposite to each other, it is like any other day but still it is special, more over it is different and a bit awkward. Drake and I have been best friends since we were in fifth grade. We two never felt the need of anyone e else, rather no one felt comfortable enough when we were together. We always had our secret jokes and we preferred to keep them secret. Because some jokes when explained loses its essence. It's roughly been 8 years of our friendship and that we always come back to each other even though we were dating others. Probably because I know that no one understands me better than him perhaps he feels the same.
After some brainstorming one day, we came to this ridiculous but luring decision, actually Drake came up with it saying
"Hey czefiah, why don't we try dating each other? We are so comfortable with each other, we don't fight, and we know how to cheer each other up. We had slept together several times, I mean literally" with his pretentious grin. But I voted against saying
"Firstly I literally slept beside you when we were 10, we don't do that now, and also I don't want to wreck out friendship. It really means a lot to me"
"Yeah to me too, but we can still give it a try"
"Look I always come to you when I have a break up, when I have fights with others, issues in my family, but if I break up with you, to whom would I go?"
"Yeah but we both aren't like any other couple, we so good together, we know what hurts each other, so we can try it, right?"
"All right, just one date, okay?"
"Yeah deal"
And we decided to go on a date the next day. And first time in my life was I concerned on how I look, how I dress up while I am going out with Drake. And yes the funny part is I wore makeup, I dabbed my sister's red lipstick, applied some mascara, blushed my cheeks in a pink shade. I was uneasy but that's what dates are, present yourself in a way you are not. I wore my sister's black lace dress and i wore my red pumps (yes I only wear them on parties and dates). When I reached, he was already there (he usually is late) and that was the first reminder, that we are on a date. He stood and looked at me, and I caught the surprise in his eyes. He was surprised to see me in a short dress and makeup, probably because I always wear jeans and no makeup. I smiled and sat down
"You look very pretty, how come I haven't seen you like this before?" he said
"It's dress, and I am wearing a makeup" and it feels disgusting
"Yeah I can see that, and it looks lovely, you look like a glam girl"
"Yeah right, would you stop teasing me? I know I look weird, I shouldn't have tried this"
And he suddenly held my hand and said
"You look lovely Czefiah, I feel like a fool to not have seen your beauty,I have always loved you as a best friend, lately I felt much more than friendship, so I talked you into this date proposal, and I am flushed by your beauty, why do you hide it?"
"I don't hide it, it's just not me"
"It is you, the dress isn't yours but can be yours, every girl wears makeup, so it is you, and there is no harm in showing yourself"
"I feel spurious"
"You aren't fake, you are the same girl I had always liked to be with"
And suddenly I went silent and recalled our conversation in my head, and boom! He confessed he is feeling more than friendship for me lately and the words blurt out of my mouth before I try holding them
"You love me?" i asked with my shocked tone.
"Yeah it seems so, I keep thinking about you, whenever I am with a girl, I compare her with you and you win, when I am with guys, I find you more fun, and I don't know how I started feeling so, I tried avoiding our study meets at your place, also our lunch, I couldn't behave normal and I wanted to hold you, play with your hair, be the reason for your laughs, and I felt jealous when someone tried charming you. I didn't want to spoil our friendship but this new feeling is out of my hands and I can't handle it" and his grip tightened, I could also see water in his eyes. Then he pulled me for a kiss a soft tender kiss that made me realize my true feelings.....Yes i love him....i love drake......I'm inlove with my bestfriend.
To have a best friend and a lover is great, but to have that one person as a best friend and a lover is amazing

[]sorry bb nalate