Summary: Basically a Malum breakup :( idk I feel like I need a sad one in here so why not?
I'M SORRY
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Michael's POV
"Calum goddammit would you just shut up and listen?!" I yelled a little to loudly and threw the lamp that was next to me on the ground with all the force I had. Calum flinched and backed up against the wall.
We were fighting for what felt like the millionth time this week and I was done. It was the little things we would argue about. Today happened to be the worst. "Micheal you're never home anymore!" He yelled. "You're always out with friends or-or you come home in clothes that I know for a fucking fact aren't yours!"
I wiped my hands on my face and laughed coldly. "You know that's all bullshit." I said. "Why the fuck would i- you know what that's the problem calum, you're so goddamn clingy okay? Maybe that's why your last boyfriend killed himself"
And I lost it. I knew it was wrong to say. Calum had just gotten over the death of his ex boyfriend and just gotten to where he felt confident enough to know it wasn't his fault and I ruined everything. He broke into more sobs and sat on the couch to put his head in his hands. "Calum i-"
"Don't" he said and looked at me. I hated that look. The look of hatred. The look of guilt and anger and sadness. "I'm going upstairs" he said coldly. "Sleep on the couch. You better be fucking glad it's storming like hell outside or your ass would be out there" he said and walked upstairs.
I say on the couch and cried. Everything with me and Cal has been like a living hell and it's my fault. All i do anymore is drink and get high off of whatever I can find. Calum deserves better then that.
I look down and realize I have no blanket.
Shit.
I quietly walk up the steps to our bedroom and look to see Calums body shaking. Letting sobs take him over. "Baby" I breath out and kneel beside his side of the bed.
"Mike please leave me alone" he sobbed more. His hurt filled eyes looked into mine. "Calum I dont know what came over me and I'm sorry" I looked down forgetting the real reason I came up here. "I-I'll leave you alone I just need a blanket. " I whispered. He silently got up and went to our closet and grabbed and blanket .
"Thank you" I whispered.
"It was my fault" he mumbled . "What?"
"I'm the reason he killed himself" he sobbed. I pulled him into my chest and kissed his head. "Cal dont say that, I'm sorry. I was mad and it just came out" I whispered. "It's not your fault and it never will be" he pulled away from me. "Michael I think we need to take a break" he sighed.
My eyes widened and I took his face in my hands. " Baby no, hey look we can figure this out love, Please don't leave me, I'm sorry" I cried. He shook his head. "Michael all we do is fight. Please let's just make this easier."
I looked down "how long?" I whispered. "I don't know"
I rubbed my hands over my face and sighed. "Okay. Okay if that's what you wanna do then- okay"I went to my closet and grabbed some clothes. "I'm gonna stay and Ashtons and lukes house" I said.
He was in the corner of the bedroom watching my every move. Until I walked up to him and hugged him.
"Please don't forget about me, love" I felt him shake and I knew that ment he was crying. My arms were wrapped around his waist and his hands were covering his face and he was buried in my chest. "I wont" he sobbed.
I let go of him and walked out the door. Not sure if this was gonna be the last time I saw the love of my life.
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