《 Honest 》

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[Based on the song by Shawn Mendes, I'm warning you it's gonna be sad so get your tissues out peeps]
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Summary: Michael feels like hes not a good influence on Calum.
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Michael's POV

Hey, how's it going
Can you meet me down on Adelaide Street

" hey Cal?" I said through the phone. "Hey Mikey!"

My heart broke and a tear fell down my cheek. "Hey baby, can you meet me in Adelaide street?" I said. "Of course is everything okay?" He asked worriedly. "Ye-Yes everything's fine."

Can you talk for a moment
There's no way to say this that easily

"I don't know how to say this Cal" I said. We were sitting on the swings in an old park. "Mikey?" He put his hand on my thigh.

Everything I said, I swear I meant it
I need to tell you that this isn't your fault

"So you never liked me?" He sobbed.

"Baby please no I just feel like we need a break I jus-" I paused and his my face in my hands

And I know that I'll probably regret
And it kills me 'cause the worst part of all

"Calum I don't want to do this. I know I'll regret it" he squinted his eyes. "Then why are you doing it?" He said. "I love you so much Mikey. And this is how you treat me?"

Is that I hate to hurt you
But I gotta be honest
I can't give you what you need
You deserve more than I can promise
And I'm just tryna, I'm just tryna
Baby, I'm just tryna be honest

"All I'm doing is hurting you Calum! All I do is get drunk and high and influence you to do the same thing and you deserve so much better" I said and more tears fell. "You don't know what I deserve Michael"

"I'm being honest Cal"

Hey, can you listen?
I swear to God to you, there's nobody else

"Is there someone else?" He whispered. My eyes widens and I shook my head "no! God no calum I love you I swear there's no one else"

You're gonna say that I'm lyin'
When I tell you every feeling I felt
Was honest and sincere

"Youre lying Michael" he whimpered and wiped away his tears. "Calum I promise I love you and I always have"

And that you were different
And when we kissed I felt like that kid in love, yeah

"Every kiss we had was amazing and I was in love" I smiled a bit looking back at the memories and when I looked up at Calum he was sobbing and my smile turned into a frown.

And I know that I'll probably regret it
And I wish I never said this at all

"Im so sorry Calum" I said as he got up and wiped his tears "I still love you" he nodded and walked away and I couldn't keep the tears in. I sobbed.

I wish I said nothing. But I knew it was for the best.

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