《 Skinny 》

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I wrote this in like 5 minutes.

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Calums POV

I stood in front of the mirror looking at myself, disgusted. Im disgusting. Michael always tries to make me feel better but it never works. Im disgusting, gross, ugly, fat, my nose is huge, my hair is weird. I hate myself.

I didn't realise I was crying until I felt tears roll down my face. Everything was falling and I couldn't stop it. Me and Michael havent talked in what feels like forever. Yeah we live in the same house but still.

He left 30 minutes ago because we got into a huge argument about him being gone all night. He said some hurtful things so now here I am. Sobbing in our shared bathroom in nothing but boxers. My body is so ugly. No wonder Michael hates me now.

"Cal?" I heard Michael call. My eyes widened and I cried more. Now he's gonna see my body and hate me more. I heard him come closer so I sat aganst the wall and cried in my hands. Michael came in the bathroom and saw me. "Baby..."

Me pulled me into his arms and held me. "I-I thought you left me Mikey." I sobbed. "Im so sorry, im sorry, I'll get skinnier and prettier Mikey I will"

He looked at me confused and shook his head. "What? No Calum what are you talking about princess?" He said and moved his hands to my waist. "Baby you're so small"

I shot up and cried more. "Im fat Michael! Stop lying!" I yelled

Michael was now crying and he tried to pull me into him but I denied him. "D-don't touch me, im disgusting" I muttered. He shook his head "Calum please-" he cried "please stop okay? You're gorgeous."

I couldn't help but run into his arms and hold him. He wrapped his arms around me protecting me and kissed my head. "Im so sorry for what all I said to you Angel, im so fucking sorry" he whispered.

"Im sorry Mikey, I'll get better" I mumbled. He pulled away and held my face in his hands.

"Calum, baby you're perfect okay? Please don't change" he said and kissed my forehead.

"But im-" he cut me off.

"You're beautiful Calum, you're so beautiful and I wish you could see it." He smiled and kissed my lips softly.

"I love you so much Michael, I can't live without you, I love you so so so much" I cried.

"I love you too Angel"

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