I looked up at myself in the mirror, tears had welled up in my eyes and i was a complete wreck. i felt like someone had ripped my heart out.
"what should i do? i want to chose him, the one i love but that means giving up my own family."
it hurt so much i couldn't bear the pain.
I unlocked my door and walked out into the long alway. i could still hear the faint voices in the front hall. i was scared, i didn't know who to chose.
i walked down the hallway deep in thought thinking of my answer. i just want to pick them both, but i know that my sister's and family would never agree to that.
I have to chose my family, my sister's. it just looks like this Love was never meant to be. i mean im a werewolf and he's a vampire.
those races can never co-exist. he'll probably grow out of me eventually anyway. eventually i'll get my heart broken. I tryed to hold them back but the tears started to fall again.
"I love him so much, i want to be with him."
I got to the main hall and everyones glare went to me. the stares that were directed to me were unbearable. was this what hell on earth is. it feel's like i could colapse at any moment from the pain, the sorrow.
i wanted it all to end. everything. i walked down and gave everyone a sad stare.
"Goodbye"
i looked at subaru and i couldn't stare at him for long because the tears started swarming up again. it was so painful, i wanted to be by his side forever. but i knew that deep desire could never come true, that important wish.
I was mentally drained and felt like passing out.
i turned around and felt the glares still behind me, they were so intimidating. it sent chills up my spine everytime they look at me with those eye's. those sad, dreadful eye's.
"we will acompany you outside and say are final goodbye's."
i was curious who had said that and turned around.
"it was reiji,"
once again pushing his glasses up with his forefinger. i gave him a polite nod and proceeded to walk out the door. it was a full moon.
i turned into my wolf form and started walking with my pack. once we were in front of the woods i saw subaru.
he looked like he was about to cry. i looked at him with sincere eye's and said,
"Goodbye"
even you could notice the tears falling down my face, wolf form or not he noticed.
my heart was now broken. now a shattered piece of glass on the floor. it felt like i had no meaning anymore.
what did my life mean anymore?....
(WRITERS P.O.V)
OMG! SHE CHOSE HER FAMILY! you must be punching your fists through you computer screens right now, BUT FEAR NOT! you the readers already KNOW who im going to pick. thanks for reading this far!
BIG HUGS FOR EVERYONE! (hugs everyone)
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