I ran up to the door and kicked it open, this caused everyone to come down in shock.
"what's wrong? what happened?"
everyone looked concerned when they saw me crying. i didn't even act like they were even there and ran pass them. in the corner of my eye's i could see subaru had came into the mansion.
even from here i could see the mark i had made on his face. i didn't care, i hope he feels pain.
I ran into reiji's room and grabbed a razor. i continued to walk to my room hiding the blade out of the line of sight. i walked into the bathroom and started the water.
i procceded to climb into the tub.
"This is it, huh? this is the last thing im going to see? the bathroom, this dreadful bathroom full of memories. i might as well get the pain over with."
i grabbed the razor and pierced the side of my leg and continued to drag it down to my ancle. the pain was unbearable.
then i did it to my other leg. i yelped in pain. i saw the blood slowly seep in the water and it slowly turned red. i sat there for a few minutes but nothing happened. i decided that this wasn't good enough and got out of the tub.
i grabbed the bandages and rapped them around my legs. it looked like i had the bottom half of a mummy. i walked out of my room into the hallway.
i walked pass the dining room where everyone was sitting. then ayato noticed my legs.
"Oi, what happened to your legs?"
he looked at me with a serious glare.i didn't even care about his existance and walked out of the room toward the front door. they all looked really concerned,
but subaru looked concerned the most.
i walked out of the house and went towards the woods.I walked for about five minutes until i found the cliff that me and subaru went to on our first date.
it over looked the city and the scence right in front of me was beautiful. The sun was setting and the wind was strong.
"it's a beautiful night to end myself, huh?"
i climbed up on the railing and stared at the city for what seemed like my last time. a tear ran down my face as i spread my arms.
"was this my last breath?"
"my last second?"
"my last sight?"
i didn't care, it didn't matter anymore. Because i didn't have a reason to continue this dreadful hell i call life.
I took my last breath and closed my eye's.
"I guess this is it."
i jumped off the railing but did not feel the impact of the ground.
"what's happening?"
"did i go so quick that i didn't even noticed i died? no, that's not it. i can still see that glimmer of sunshine."
"someone had saved me"....
OH SWEET BABY JESUS, SOMEONE SAVED HER! who was it though? you all probably know who!
next part will be uploaded soon! (ノ・∀・)ノ
