THE TIES THAT BIND-Book 3 In The Sexy As Series

Chapter 69

"I felt a connection with Liam that I have never felt with any other man. I kind of would like to see if he truly only wanted me because of you or if there was more to it. Something deeper, but I'm afraid to admit that I miss his dorkiness. I don't know what to do Kaia.  Help me to figure out what I should do."

 Kaia gave her a weak smile. "It must be a twin thing," she said. "I admit he and I have a strong connection. Stronger than perhaps we should," she said. "But deep down, he is an incredible human being but he used you and I used him. Both of us for selfish reasons and for that I'm truly sorry." She pulled out her phone. "I think you and he should spend some time together and see how things go. And we can't tell Marian." She said.  

"Prove her right?" She questioned.

 Kaia chewed on her bottom lip. "What's your schedule like the next few days?" She asked as she scrolled through her contacts and found the person she was looking for and hit send and put it on speaker.

 "Lima Bean," she said and saw Katia arch an eyebrow and panic all at the same time. "How are you?"

"I've been working on some music. I would love for you to hear it," he said hoping to spend any time he could with her.

 She glanced at Katia who seemed to be hanging on Liam's every word. "Can I ask you something?  What kind of feelings do you have for my sister?" 

Liam was taken aback slightly by her question.  "To be honest, I don't know. She is forbidden fruit to me now and I will never be able to find out. Not unless i want to take own life in my hands." 

 "Have you tried to contact her?" She asked. She watched as her sister chewed on her fingernails. She swatted at her hand for her to stop.

"Unfortunately for me, I ran straight into Marian one day. She gave me the riot act, the momma bear speech and told me if I ever even thought about you or Katia again, she would rip my balls off and feed them to me." 

 "Are you sorry?" She asked. "Truly sorry?"

"I wish I could tell her it wasn't all about her likeness to you. She is smart funny and more beautiful than any other woman I have ever dated. She is the sweetest person I have ever met Kaia and I fucked the whole thing up," he said with a heavy sigh.

"We both fucked a lot of things up Liam," she said and glanced at her sister. "Smarter and funnier than me?" She teased.  She clicked off the speaker and held the phone to her ear.  "Liam," she said a little more serious. "What....what we did and what we had...." she stumbled on her words. "You will always have a piece of my heart. A part of me will always be yours, but Zayn and I are in a good place and I belong to him and I can't lose him. But I need you to be happy too. Can you understand that."

"So basically I am fucked," Liam said then felt a shiver go up his spine thinking of how Marian threatened him. She could be scary as hell when she wants to be, plus Harry could black ball him if he did anything with Kaia again.

 "Liam do you trust me?" She asked. "Do you still love me enough to trust me?"

"Kaia, you already know the answer to that," he said.

 "You said you trusted me Lima Bean."

"I know, and I do."

 "I'll see you tomorrow then," she said.

"Kaia are you sure?"

"Lima Bean," she couldn't help but scold.  "I'll see you tomorrow," she said. "Make sure you're alone alright. I love you Lima Bean."

"I love you too butterfly."

Kaia put her phone away and looked at her sister. "Wear something pretty tomorrow," she said with a smile. "He likes blue."