I woke up in my red bra and underwear set and Ivan shirtless next to me like every morning. But this morning was different I woke up not to Jake pranking us but to a knock at my door. I groggily yelled come in thinking it was someone from team ten. I looked up at the door and it was my mother. I pulled my duvet closet to my chest while still hiding my wrist that still had blood on the cuts. I didn't know what to say to her Jess: um hello Mom Carol: hi Jessica I knew she was upset she never called me Jessica Jess: how about you leave so I can get dressed then we can talk out of this room so Ivan does not wake up. Carol: Jessica are you naked Jess: no I just have a bra and underwear on Carol: whatever I will be downstairs Jess: Okay She left and I let out a huge breath. I walked to my closet. I picked this outfit then got dressed.
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I was finished getting dressed and I brushed my hair. I finished and walked downstairs where my mom was sitting at the kitchen counter talking to jakes Mom and Emilio. I reluctantly walked over to her and told her to follow me into the office. She did as told and I sat down in Ivan's chair and she sat at the chair on the other side of the desk Jess: what did you want to talk about because I have a video to film in like an hour so I don't have a lot of time. Carol: wow I thought I was more important than a video Jess: well I have about 5 million people that are waiting for that video to be uploaded at 5:00 pm so yeah it is important Carol: whatever I wanted to talk about your meds and your um incident last week Jess: of course you do Carol: you can't just try to kill your self over a guy Jessica I was pisssseddd on the inside but I held it in with a bitch face on the outside. Jess: well you know what Mom he is more than just a dumb guy he is my world. My reason to live and you know what maybe you would know that feeling if you were not such a whore going around and sleeping with every guy that will let you get in their pants. I walked out of the room and slammed the garage door. I walked upstairs and into Tessa's room. T was laying on her bed on her stomach playing on her phone Jess: do you wanna go to the mall with me I need to get away from this house. And I would invite Erika with us but she is in Miami Tessa: yeah of course and I know I miss Erika Jess: yeah now let's go if I am in this house any longer I'm gonna go insane Tessa: Okay I'm coming Jess: meet me in my car Tessa: Okay I walked out of the room and into my room. I kissed Ivan's nose and left to go to my car. I got into my car and turned the AC on. I started playing blackbear and Tessa got in the passenger side. I started driving to the mall while Tessa and I were dancing around singing like idiots. I suddenly started talking Jess: I want a new car Tessa: what do you mean Jess: I want to buy a new car. I'm dead ass serious I will go to a dealership and buy a car right now. Tessa: what car would you buy Jess: I don't know but it has to be fast. Tessa: a Lamborghini Jess: no that's not my type Tessa: Bugatti Jess: ehhh no Tessa: Ferrari? Jess: YES I turned my phone on and put directions in. To the Ferrari dealership. Tessa: wait you are serious about this Jessica: dead ass I will go buy a Ferrari Tessa: wait Jake is calling me hold on She answered Jake and then hung up and put her phone away Tessa: how about no Ferrari today and we just continue our shopping trip because Jake said there was a serious team ten meeting tonight and we won't have time to buy a car. Jess: ughhh fine but it is happening Tessa: hell yeah it is I cancelled the directions and continued driving to the mall. We got there and decided to go to chipotle because we were hungry. We ate our food and went into Louis Vuitton. I bought a new pair of red bottom stiletto heels and a supreme Collab red and white hoodie. We paid and went to a few more stores then it was time for us to go home. It was 7:00 pm. We hopped in my Audi and drove home. We got home and took our bags upstairs. We walked back down and I sat on Ivan's lap because everyone was sitting on the couch with Jake in front of us with nick. Jake: Okay so we have some huge news Jess: what could that new be Jakey Jake: WE ARE MOVING. TOMORROW Tessa: WHAT THE HELL....TOMORROW Jake: sorry it was a kind of last minute idea and I signed the papers like two hours ago Jess: wow it's a good thing I didn't buy that today I looked at Tessa and laughed Tessa: indeed it is that would have made this so much more interesting. Jess: yes it would have Ivan: what are you talking about Jess: oh nothing just a $500,000 spur of the moment idea Ivan: did you buy a house Jess: uhm no not a house. Uh anyways I'm going to bed. I tried to change the subject and then grabbed Tessa's arm and yanked her upstairs. I pulled her into my room laughing my ass off Jess: oh god they are so confused. God I'm gonna do this and spend 500k on a car Tessa: I know and I can't wait Jess: neither can I but I'm gonna go to bed good night Tess Tessa: good night Jess She left the room and I changed and hopped into bed instantly falling asleep. Ivan came in about an hour later.
