Yours if you want it (Macgyver fanfiction)

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Skye pov.

I sat there in silence. We all did. I stared straight ahead and slightly to the right at the green eyes sitting there.

"Skye-," a male voice began but I shot my gaze that direction causing him to shut up quickly. I then moved my eyes back to the woman who had a frightened expression across her face.

"Baby if you would just-," once again the male tried to speak but this time I spoke instead.

"Oh no," I glared, "you don't get to call me that anymore."

Silence. I wanted to shift in my hospital bed because my side was starting to hurt a little but I refused to move in front of them.

"We're sorry," he went on and I just laughed which ended in me clutching my side with a wince.

"No, you're only sorry that things didn't turn out the way you wanted them to," I snarled at him. And then I rolled my eyes, "Just get out."

"But Skye sweetheart-," the woman had such care in her voice I almost wanted to believe she was once the person I called mom but she was long gone.

"Get. Out," I didn't look at either one of them and soon enough they stood and headed for the door.

"We'll just be right out here if you need us," the woman said kindly but I snapped.

"You can get out of the room and then get the hell out of my life. I don't need you anymore, I've found other people to fill those holes in my life," I said to them with tears in my eyes. A solum look was on their faces and they just nodded and walked out with their heads down. When the door fully shut I let the first tear fall and allowed a sob to escape my lips.

I wanted so badly to believe that people were capable of change but I'd learned from them two that it wasn't possible for anyone to change that much. I knew they were safe now and that was good enough for me. That didn't mean I wanted them sticking around and acting like anything had changed because it hadn't. They tried to pull me into their crap lives and now here they were trying to get out of it themselves. No matter what they'd done now to help the Phoenix they were still terrible people and awful parents. And the fact that they didn't even argue with me when I told them to leave was proof of that.

The door opened again and a blond boy stepped into the room.

"Hey," he said coming up beside me. I wiped my tears away quickly and became angry once again, "you okay?"

"I'm fine," I snapped. Truth be told I wasn't the happiest with Mac either at the moment. I'd been back and conscious for a few days now. In that time I'd just seen him a few times and he hadn't kissed me or hugged me or crap since I'd woken up.

"Well you've got another visitor," Mac spoke to me so softly as if I was some patient that he hadn't much care for.

"I don't feel like seeing anyone else today," I had my arms crossed over my chest like a little kid when they're mad. Mac just sighed and stepped back. I could hear him leaving the room and the door closed. Yet again he left without showing affection of any kind.

The sound of someone else breathing in the room made me freeze. Mac had left, hadn't he?

"Hey Skye," the voice I had heard so often these past couple months caused me to snap my head that direction.

"Ryan?" I questioned. Tears of joy whelped up in my eyes and my body instantly relaxed. I searched his body up and down to make sure he was alright and surely enough he was on his feet with out a scratch.

"How are you doing?" He asked taking a seat next to me.

"Oh I'm fine," I said with a small grin.

"I would of come sooner but-."

"It's okay," I nodded to reassure him. I wasn't sure what else to say to him after that. We both sat there for a moment until Ryan finally looked up to me from his clammy hands.

"I'm leaving tomorrow," he said, "I've got another job some states over to attend to."

"Oh," I sighed. I'd just seen him again, heard his voice and just like that he was gone again. People who walked into this room seemed to be following a pattern and that was getting as far away from me as possible, whether I told them to or not. The conversation wasn't all that exciting after that. We said our goodbyes and then he did something...

I didn't see it coming but when it happened I didn't stop him either. It wasn't passionate, it was more of a goodbye, I will miss you, I'll always remember you kind of kiss. I had this strange feeling when it came to Ryan but nothing like I felt when Mac was nearby.

And no matter how upset he made me I'd always have that feeling for him. Even if he lost the feeling for me. I'd pushed everyone else out of my life except him, and here Mac is pushing me away from him now. I knew how this game worked and I had a feeling I knew what was up. I only hoped that I was right and that other thought of him and Samantha Cage that lingered in the back of my mind was the farthest thing from the truth.

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Author's Note:

I am so super sorry y'all!!!!!! But finals are over and hopefully this story is going to kick back into full swing! It'll get back to its exciting self soon.

Also I wanted to let y'all know that I have a new macgyver fan fiction coming soon. I don't know when but I recently got the idea and I am super excited about it!!!! I'll let y'all know when I start posting that. 

I am still going to keep doing this one as well until I'm beating a horse that's already dead. I want the story to have a good ending but I have no idea how I am going to do that. So until I figure that out I shaw write on!

Much love y'all!

Andra_Chesulloth