Jin ran down the stairs ecstatic at the thought of asking the girl he liked to go on a date with him. He couldn’t erase the smile from his face. His heart beat loudly in excitement and anticipation.
Suga pulled his fist tightly back before quickly grabbing the back of Lonna’s head and pulling her towards him.
Jin stopped in his tracks as he turned the corner and saw Lonna and Suga.
Jin couldn’t breath as he watched the scene in front of him. He felt like his heart was breaking in two.
Lonna’s POV
She waited with her eyes closed for Suga’s fist to connect, but instead of the painful hit, he had grabbed the back of her head and quickly pulled her in his direction.
Before she could think about what he was doing, she felt another soft pair of lips attach to hers. The action made her freeze for a minute, her heart beat wildly in her chest, until it finally registered that Suga was kissing her.
She opened her eyes wide before pushing him away from her. “What are you doing?” She screamed as she turned her blushing face away from him.
“I told you, no matter what, I get what I want.” Suga’s growled out in a husky voice.
“Why would you do that to me?” Lonna screamed at him finally facing him once again.
“Because!” Suga matched her volume as he screamed back. “I. want. you.” Suga looked at the girl with lust in his eyes.
Lonna shook with disgust and screamed in frustration at the feelings she had felt when he had kissed her.
Jin had been standing not far away from the pair, watching the exchange, but he couldn’t stay quiet anymore. “Aren’t you two going to be siblings?” He asked making the pair look at him shocked from being seen.
Lonna felt horrible, and feared what all Jin had walked in on without her knowing. Before she had a chance to explain the situation, Suga wrapped an arm around her and pulled her tightly against him.
“Right. In the future…we’ll become dangerous siblings.” Suga teased the heartbroken boy in front of him as Lonna looking at Jin pleading him to not believe Suga’s words.
“Stop talking nonsense!” Lonna shouted losing her battle with her emotions, as the tears started rolling down her cheeks. “Jin…It’s not what you think.” She looked at Jin who looked back at her. The look on his face only served to break her heart further.
“It’s exactly what you think.” Suga said.
“Please shut up!” Lonna shouted as she fought to get out of Suga’s grip, who ignored her struggle.
“Let go of me!” Suga just held her tighter. “Jin…I…”
“Sorry Jin.” Suga said giving Jin a smile of victory.
Despite how he felt, Jin could do nothing but smile. He didn’t want Suga to think he had hurt him. “I see. “ He wiped his face of all emotion.
“Love is a personal choice, so you don’t need to be sorry.” Lonna felt like her world had turned dark with Jin’s words. “It’s not my business.” He ended giving the couple one last smile before running back up the stairs.
“Jin!” Lonna begged him to come back. The tears continued to fall faster as she watched him ignore her calls and move faster up the stairs.
“Such a cold response.” Suga said breaking the silence. “What a boring guy.”
“What are dangerous siblings? He totally misunderstood.” Lonna screamed refusing to look at the boy beside her.
“Who cares? It’s true regardless.” Suga said.
“What are you really thinking?” Lonna’s question made Suga move his face close to hers.
“That I want to do that again.” He said looking at her with nothing but seriousness written on his face. Lonna stared into his eyes as his head slowly moved towards her again. He moved his hand to grip the back of her neck tightly. Lonna’s emotions once again mixed as he grew closer. She couldn’t figure out what she was feeling. This alone made her hurt. She shoved Suga away from her and turned to run away.
Author’s POV
Suga stood still. His emotions were a thunderstorm, he didn’t want to feel bad, but he did. He had finally done something on a whim to announce his feelings. The feelings he had held in secret for a while now, but it had turned horrible and he had hurt her, he had hurt Lonna more than he ever meant to. He could do nothing but stand there as she ran away.
Lonna’s POV (Days Later)
Lonna sat at her desk too distracted by her own thoughts to worry about the lesson. Krystal and Momo couldn’t help but stare at her full of pity. Upon seeing Jin walk in Krystal hit Lonna to get her attention. She looked at Jin as he walked toward his desk.
Her eyes followed him as she silently pleaded with him. ‘Look at me, please, look at me.” She held hope in her heart. ‘I swear if you just turn around, I will finally have the courage to apologize.’
Jin sat silently doing the homework he had forgotten, as Suga’s words rang in his head. “We’ll become dangerous siblings.” His pencil stopped it’s writing as he pressed it against the paper so hard to make the lead snap. Lonna’s hope faded as Jin never turned around.
After class, Jin stood staring at the basketball that sat on the ground in front of him, for the first time in his life he didn’t feel like playing.
“So, you’re really not going to the basketball club today?” Krystal asked as the three girls walked down the stairs together. The sad look on Lonna’s face and the silence was all it took for Krystal to know her answer. “But you are the team’s manager.”
“I was not.” Lonna spat out. “I was only there to serve Min Yoon Gi.”
“That’s not the point.” Krystal rolled her eyes. “You need to apologize and explain things to Jin. I am sure once you do he will understand.”
Lonna considered her friend’s words for a minute. “He must think I am easy.” The sadness worsened on her face. “First, I give him a love letter, then I kiss another guy.”
“Yeah…it makes you look easy.” Krystal said having no choice but to agree with her friend’s observation.
“Why are you trying to make her feel worse than she already does?” Momo screamed at Krystal.
“I am just saying, if she doesn’t go and explain things clearly, then of course it will make Jin think she is easy.” Lonna knew her friend was right no matter how bad it hurt.
‘Love is a personal choice, so you don’t need to be sorry.’ Jin’s words floated through her thoughts. ‘it’s none of my business.’ Lonna could feel all hope that an apology would even work fly away. “Forget it.”
“Are you positive?” Krystal said trying to tempt her friend. “We are talking about Kim Seok Jin.”
Lonna showed no signs of her words affecting her, so she tried harder. “Fine, then you will be ok if I go and confess my feelings to him?”
“What?” Lonna said making Krystal smile at the fear she saw in her eyes.
“You wouldn’t?” Momo said just as scared as Lonna.
“Fine don’t believe me; just don’t regret it when I do.” Krystal said shrugging her shoulders. She left the two girls behind as she walked toward the gym.
“Why are you just standing there?” Momo screamed as she grabbed Lonna by the wrist and pulled her. “Let’s go.”
A/N: Drama has really started now...cue dramatic music *bum bum bum*... Thanks for reading hope you liked it.
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FanfictionFinally getting the courage to confess her feelings, Lonna was holding a love letter towards Kim Seok Jin, but by bad luck he just walks past her. The boy in front of her is the school's infamous bad boy, Min Yoon GI. The devil will get what he wan...