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Devil's Mistake

RM ran as fast as he could to Lonna's class. Suga had come back to class to grab his stuff and RM had seen his hand. The boys had tried to talk to him, but Suga hadn't taken kindly to it. The only person he thought could get through to him was Lonna.

As soon as he found her, RM told her that Suga was wounded. "Wounded? Wounded how?" The concern was evident in her voice.

"His hand was bleeding. He hurt it himself." RM quickly answered her.

"Why'd he do that?"

"I don't know. I'm thinking...he may be reverting back to his high school ways." The thought alone scared Lonna. "Nobody would approach him. Even we were together, he seemed alone. That withdrawn look...if this continues he is going to grow further and further away from us."

Lonna could hear the fear in RM's voice. "No! Suga won't leave us!" She tried to reassure him.

RM sighed. "But Lonna, I'm worried about him. Because in the past, he hid himself away. None of us could reach him." With a feeling of urgency, Lonna ran off to find Suga. He said he'd stay with me. He'll never leave...he said so. I don't want him to be lonely.

Lonna had searched everywhere, only the abandoned park was left. She frantically started searching as soon as she entered. She let out a sigh of relief when she finally seen him. He stood with his back to her in the middle of the park, by the swing he had found her crying on. His hand was scrapped and bleeding, his knuckled slightly swelled. Lonna couldn't tell if they were broken.

Hesitantly, Lonna walked up beside him. "So you're here."

"What is it?" Suga asked, but Lonna could tell he was still angry.

"I heard you were hurt." She said a bit shaky.

Suga turned to look at her. "Didn't I tell you stop taking behind my back?"

"But everyone's worried about you."

"You're exaggerating. I just grazed my hand." Lonna reached down to grab Suga's hand.

"Let me see." Before she could grip his hand. Suga quickly pulled it out of her reach. He gave her a warning look, before walking away. Lonna was tired of his attitude. "How can you mistreat your hand?!" She screamed out. Suga stopped walking.

"The hand that plays piano. The hand that plays basketball. The hand that makes models. The hand that holds me." Lonna let all her emotion into her voice. "How can you let it get hurt again?" Taking the chance while she had it, Lonna ran up behind Suga and wrapped her arms tightly around him.

Suga had a slight smirk on his face. "Let go."

"I don't want to." Lonna insisted. "I don't want you to be alone." Suga tried hard to keep the smile from growing bigger. "I promise I'll never ask what happened. Please don't do this to yourself. I beg you...don't hurt yourself because your body would be too sad."

Suga turned around forcing Lonna to let him go. He reached into his jacket pocket and held something out to her. "Use this to bandage my hand." Lonna could hold the smile in as she saw what it was.

"You carry my scarf with you?" The realization made her happy.

"I consider this scarf...my lucky charm." Seeing Lonna smile happily, made the anger inside Suga disappear. Lonna grabbed the scarf and started wrapping it around his hand.

"Why do you take everything on? Getting worried, crying. Everytime I'm with you, you eventually force my true feelings out." Suga said as Lonna finished tying the knot on the scarf. Catching her by surprise, Suga reached out and pulled her into a tight hug. "I don't know what to do with you.

Suga's face showed anger again as he pulled away from Lonna and stared behind her. With curiosity getting the better of her, she followed his gaze. Directly behind them stood Jungkook. He looked like he was shocked that Suga had actually noticed him.

He didn't say a word, instead he just started running. Suga ran after him and Lonna tried to keep up. At the slightest touch, he hesitates for the lightest pain. Please don't feel pain or sadness. Please go ahead and let the wound heal. Lonna's thought was the one wish she held for Suga in her heart.

Jungkook led his brother to a covered sidewalk. Suga was pissed that he had let him slip away so easily. Lonna caught up to him a few seconds later. Suga looked at her out of breath. "Lonna, do you know the person who smashed the projects was Jungkook?"

"You knew too?" Lonna wondered how he had found out.

"Sorry for making you worry."

"Why apologize? You're the one who is hurting right?" Lonna asked unsure of what Suga was saying. "Jungkook did it to you." Lonna's head dropped in shame as she was reminded of her role in it.

"I don't care..." Lonna gave Suga a questioning stare. "Because I'm the one who hurt him first." Suga looked away from her, Lonna could see the look of shame on his face.

This time Suga decided to open up to Lonna. "It happened when we were little..."

Suga tried to pull the piece of paper from Jungkook's hand. "Give it back!" He demanded, but Jungkook just wouldn't let go. Jungkook won in the end which angered Suga.

"I shoved the fragile Jungkook. He fell into a vase. The glass shattered all over the floor and seriously injured him." As Suga recounted the story it played out vividly in his head. "His cheek still carries the scar. I don't think it will ever fade away.

The young Suga stood beside Jungkook as a puddle of blood stained the floor. The sounds of his crying made him feel horrible.

"So, his hatred for me is justified." Suga said as the memory faded.

"Hatred?" Lonna spoke. But in Jungkook's eyes there is more than hatred.

Suddenly, a light caught both of their attention. The streams of light weaved and moved in and out of their eyes. The DVDs swung back on forth with the breeze. Suga looked at them, there were multiple, hanging from the sidewalk covering. They looked like those beaded curtains. His eyes became wide as one turned around for him to see. On the front of each shiny disk was a cover picture of him holding Lonna against him.

As they stared at them, Jungkook walked into their view at the end of the display. Jungkook looked directly at his brother, giving him a cocky smile. "Jungkook!" Lonna whispered. She knew that things were about to get bad.