Devil Beside Me#Jamlessawards2k18 #DNAandDimpleAwards #LMBAS #youngforeverawards

Being Honest

A/N: I know he isn't blonde in the pic, but my god.

The beads of sweat glistened on Suga’s face as he downed the cold beer to try and cool his dry throat. The bar had just closed, and the band was now trying to put away their equipment. RM smiled slightly as he leaned over the table towards Suga. “What now? Want to continue somewhere else?” He asked. The tipsy sound of his voice was very clear in the now quiet bar.

Suga shook his head. “This was enough. There is no point in continuing. I’m leaving.” He said as he gave a small wave and quickly turned away.

Jisoo rushed to jump out of her chair. “Prince.” She called, effectively stopping Suga in his tracks. “At least give us one more devilish smile.” Everyone stared at Suga’s back, wondering if he would grant Jisoo her request.

The request was a ridiculous one to him, but it still caused tears to spill from his eyes. These were his friends, people who had been with him through his hardest times. As much as he wanted to deny it, he would miss them. He gripped his hands into fists, trying to get control over his emotions. The others were already sitting on the edge of their seat in anticipation. Once he had wiped away the tears, he turned in their direction. They all smiled at the familiar crooked smile that graced his lips. Jisoo wasted no time in snapping a picture. After she lowed the camera, Suga left them behind without another word.

The six of them started to cry. RM quickly took Jisoo in his arms and hid her face in his shoulder. Taehyung and Jimin used each other as comfort, but Jhope chose to cry alone. “Suga, why are you leaving us?” RM yelled.

Suga walked with his head looking at his feet. The wall he had put up over the last few days, was starting to come down, and the pain was starting to fill him once more. In his distraction, he didn’t even notice the sobbing Lonna that ran past him.

“Lonna!” Hearing her name, Suga finally snapped out of his thoughts and found Krystal and Jin looking frantic in front of him. “Lonna!” Krystal yelled again.

“Auntie?” Suga yelled, getting Jin’s attention. Krystal and Jin both ran up to him.

“Have you seen Lonna?” Jin asked.

“Why?” Suga asked. His heart beat faster as he noticed the look of fear in their eyes.

“We were eating near here.” Jin started. “When we got distracted. She disappeared.” Suga felt the world around him slow down and his chest tightened in panic. “We’ve had a few drinks.” Suga took off, his mind running a hundred miles an hour, trying to think of where she might be. He ran through the streets, looking down every alley, and side road. His eyes scanned every shop window and curbside. The more time that went by, the worse the thoughts got in his imagination.

The fear he felt instantly lifted as he spotted her, sitting beside a convenience store. He ran over to her and grabbed her by the arm, lifting her on her feet. “Why were you drinking?!” He yelled at her. Now that his worry was gone, the only thing that remained was his anger. Lonna’s eyes looked back at him with a mix of emotions. “I’ll take you home.” Suga said.

Lonna screamed in anger as she ripped her arm out of Suga’s hand. “I can go by myself.” She said.

Suga rolled his eyes. “Is there a point to making yourself a mess like this?”

“Huh?” Lonna asked as she looked up at him again.

“Are you acting like this, because we are separating?” Suga asked with a slightly sarcastic tone.

“It’s none of your business!” Lonna screamed. Suga’s last words to her, by the river popped into her head. “I’ll go by myself.” She said starting to walk away, but she still couldn’t hide the tears that were already wetting her cheeks.