FUCKIN HELL
I CANT
I CANT
I JUST FUCKIN CANT
HE JUST CAME BACK ALL SORRY AND SHIT
I HAVE ENDURED DAYS
COUNTLESS DAYS OF MENTAL BREAKDOWNS
IM JUST READING AND WATCHING ANIME TO COPE WITH MY DAMN PROBLEMS
HOW DARE HE COMEBACK
ALL FEELING SORRY
HE WAS SO DAMN DISTANT
EXCUSES AFTER EXCUSES
he lost interest
He just pities me because people leave me
Fuckin hell
I convinced myself that he doesent love me
I convinced myself that he doesent want me
I convinced myself all those things
Even made a file called evidences
And made a note on my laptop that says "Evidences that he lost interest in you"
I'm so dumb
I promised to not talk to him
Now I feel bad
Fuckin hell
I couldnt take it
It hurts
I know lay in my bed covered in tears
Having another mental breakdown
I cant help it
I'm hurt all over
Breaking everyday
Faking smiles and laughs
It just hurts so much
I feel lonliness everyday
Knowing nobody will be there for me
YOU ARE READING
Weeb's Diary
Non-FictionHeyo ! iz meh Shiro I'm just a weeb who writes the shit that's happening in her life and whatever comes to mind I talk alot about events, feelings and whatever im doing with life anyways Enjoy ! SHIRO OUT !
