Weeb's Diary

i'm not dead (again)

3/20/19

okai so oml 

song above is titled "This is what a toxic relationship feels like" and it was recommended to me by Loend 

SCHOOL IS FINALLY OVERRRRR 

and im like 30% OH FUCK YEAH ITS FINALLY OVER and 70% I WONT SEE MY BBY KURO AND MAH BITCHES ANYMORE UNTIL JUNE 

but i can maybe visit Loend's house from time to time 

Something happened today and i dont wanna talk about it 
if i dont go into detail here, it just means, its done, i'm so done with everything and im sorry

you know who you are and here's my note to you:

Hey, 

I'm still here for you even if we dont talk like we use to, Thank you for everything and i hope you can get through the shit you're going through. Just remember, I'm still your best friend and you will always have a place in my heart and i'll remember all those reality checks that you've done to keep me grounded and also i thank you for putting up with all my shitty depression problems and when i acted like such a bitch. We can still talk, whenever you want. Remember, 

I always love you 

Anyways

I'm going to Cosplay Carnival, this upcoming sunday and i can't wait but the downside is i cant go to Cosplay Mania anymore but atleast i attended an event this year 

and our farewell party will be on March.29 and maybe i could hangout with loend and idk about kuro, he's a lazy ass anywaysss (gggrrrr, i just wanna spend some time with him)

but i hope that next school year, we'll make it the most memorable because it'll be my last year in Divine Light and also my last year with them.... 

GAWD THINKING ABOUT IT MAKES MY EYES WATER 

i just can't imagine myself without them especially Kuro... LIKE OML 

AFTER OUR FINAL EXAMS, WE GREW DISTANT, he and i rarely talked and we'll only talk if he's bored but now, i hope we're on good terms now, i hope...

Well this is somewhat a long nor short chapter 

cuz that's all the tea i have 

welp 

SHIRO OUT