Weeb's Diary

Drained

3-28-18

so its been like 4 days that i haven't written 

im sorry for that 

and the reason is because events are happening 

like i had to get my braces tighten up, i have to go work out, do some other stuff,

i also attended my school's farewell party yesterday and i got a picture with tsun-tsun boy, 

then it went all downhill last night 

i have fucked up so bad 

this feels like what happened during the 2 months of suffering 

i want to help him 

i want to stop him from feeling hurt 

from all the guilt he's feeling 

I want him to let go of her 

make amends with her

fix things with her 

and if that happens

it'll be a bittersweet victory 

im so drained from what happened 

all i want to do right now is to just lay in bed and sleep

while feeling something heavy that it's killing me 

all i wanna do is cry for some reason 

im guessing he hates me because of what i've done

there's no going back now 

i already messaged the girl 

im just waiting for her reply 

but 

it's all for him