Weeb's Diary

Im trying, please understand

So um. . .

today is christmas eve 

also the day that my gandfather passed away 

Seeing my dad so hurt, hurts me too

it was a dull christmas

i cant 

I cant do anything 

i rely on other people's company 

they make me feel warmth

i've been so lonely 

my depression's coming back

but the reason is just emptiness

I tried to write but nothing came to mind

Im really sorry to dissapoint

i hate this so much 

we were so happy 

until the news was brought up

now my parents are looking for ways to get a plane ticket or a boat ticket to the province to visit grandpa 

i feel so useless

all i can do is sit and wait 

and try to cope with this problem that i'm facing