Weeb's Diary

Moving on

2-2-18

alright 

so here's to the past month of sorrows that i was feeling -raises a glass of root beer-

IM PROUD TO SAY 

IM OVER HIM 

IM OVER YOU DUMBASS

-raises my middle finger in the air-

also i've been listening to Dodie, sweet girl and also a Bi like me :3 

I think i haven't told you guys that yet 

Yep, im Bisexual and its okai if you don't respect that, people have their outlook on other things like this

well anyways 

after the horrendous event last night, i can actually move on and my depression kinda improved a little cuz last night went out like this:

Me and him were arguing again and then at the exact moment my best friend came in and wanted to hangout outside so i did and we were at the playground and that's where i broke down. I lend her my phone because i couldn't answer him anymore and then she panicked and gave me my phone back and then i saw that he said "Im coming over". I immediately panicked as well and also screaming "Omahgawd omahgawd omahgawd" over and over and almost falling of the swing i was sitting on and good thing his mother didn't let him leave the house becasue they were going somewhere and i was relieved yet sad. 

after that happening and a good night sleep, i finally woke up to accept my loneliness and that it's fun to be ya know alone. i learned that from my big brother SHOUT OUT TO HIM: [JoshuaDalmacio], proud to have this guy in my life but im sometimes afraid to approach him but anyways. 

I can actually focus better on my studies and pursue my psychiatrist path/cosplayer path/author path. Gawd i love psychology 

Also Science is a pain in the arse cuz our topic is cell division and the cell cycle which I DO NOT GET LIKE HOLY SHIT. im only interested in the pairing ileles (i dunno if i spell that right) and that one part is from your mother and one part is from your father and that you inherit their traits and attitude as well and that shows how you act as well since that is needed in psychology. 

The human emotions are very interesting and i would like to experiment on it in the future

FINALLY FREE 

OMAHAGWD 
now that i think about all that happened 
i looked and felt so desperate, awful and just plain hateful 

AND ITS ALSO FEBRUARY 

dont wanna go down that road 

i'll just go and watch some lovely anime to keep me busy 

and i'll get back to writing, i swear on that, so don't worry

people must hate me for the super late updates

Im sorry, i was in a dark time but im fine now so i'll update soon 

Thanks for understanding and now for the comeback offfffff

SHIRO OOOOOUUUUUUTTTTTTTTT