4-13-18
5SOS RELEASED ONE OF THEIR SONGS FROM THEIR NEW ALBUM "YOUNG BLOOD", same name i know but I CAN'T WAIT FOR THEIR ALBUM ! ! !
i just decided to write cuz why not and plus i need to get something off my chest that is bothering me lately, even though it just started like um 2 days ago or a day ago i dunno but i couldn't help it.
Remember that uneasy feeling i had when i asked permission from my father, turns out it wasn't from that, maybe that uneasy feeling was from Kuro all along, like ever since that day where i went out with my friends
i suddenly felt distant from him like the atmosphere whenever we chat is like tense and not normal or like cheery or that usual coldness i felt from him.
we suddenly rarely talk to each other now, im wondering if i did something wrong or maybe something happened to him i dunno
But this uneasy feeling i have it won't go away, no matter how hard i try to distract myself, it always comes back
i don't if i should confront Kuro about this and if i did what would he say ? or would he care ?
i don't know anymore
i'll maybe go with the flow and wait for the day he would ghost on me like not talk to me at all for a whole day and that's when you know someone has already given up on you
this may or may not lead to a breakdown, im fighting back that feeling
-sigh-
well, that's all for today i guess, i dunno, im writing this at like 3pm in the afternoon so who knows what would happen during the rest of the day
SHIRO OUT
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Weeb's Diary
Non-FictionHeyo ! iz meh Shiro I'm just a weeb who writes the shit that's happening in her life and whatever comes to mind I talk alot about events, feelings and whatever im doing with life anyways Enjoy ! SHIRO OUT !
