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2/1/19
So its Harry Styles' bday today so hbd to him
alright so
song above is a recommendation from loend cuz yeah
So our sports fest is done and now we have a long weekend ahead of us and i still need to do a script for my english performance
and so
alot has happened
Aria loosing her shit cuz she can't stand the things i do and yeah... makes me feel like i didn't change at all when i thought i did but im serious now and well im trying my best
My paranoia kicked in earlier today and well i couldn't control my anger and ended up like hitting loend with a racket multiple times then he grew quiet so i thought
"oh fuck now, nice going dipshit, lose a friend twice in a span of 2 days" and so i headed back to my classroom and well cried cuz i hate myself and blamed my entire existencemy friend saw me and asked what happened and i told him like the gist of it all and then he headed out then he returned and i saw kuro outside of my classroom. I couldn't even look at him but well he called me and i stood up and then he said "143" and i got confused about the meaning but he explained it to me and honestly
it made me smile in relief and there's this part of me that was being a pessimistic lil shit "he's just saying that to cheer you up, it's not actually true" but well for the first time in a long ass while my positive side overcame it and i was kinda happy at least and well yeah i got back to my upbeat self
and in the end, i approached loend and kept apologizing but he said i didn't do anything so yeha we're good and THANK GOD OML
then like yesterday me and kuro were hanging out for like whole day and well...MAH FEELINGS ARE MAKING A COMEBACK LIKE HOW KPOP GROUPS DO IT
guysssssssss
My feelings are coming back and im trying not to get my hopes up, im trying so hard not to let it get to me, I'M TRYING HARD NOT TO FALL AGAIN
IM TRYING
TRUST ME
but my gawd can he show his soft side
its like THE CUTEST THING IN THE ENTIRE WORLD
i just-
AAHHH
OKAI OKAI
I'LL STOP
BEFORE I TURN INTO MY PAST SELF
ANYWAYS
THAT'S ALL
SHIRO OUT
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Weeb's Diary
Non-FictionHeyo ! iz meh Shiro I'm just a weeb who writes the shit that's happening in her life and whatever comes to mind I talk alot about events, feelings and whatever im doing with life anyways Enjoy ! SHIRO OUT !