Weeb's Diary

still alone and now is dying

honestly 

if you repeat the song from the previous chapter

you'll eventually lose all strength to do anything and feel all your positivity wash away and replaced with the feeling of being useless

with an additional stab from playing 1v1 with kuro of how i suck at playing games

i should stick writing or just crying cuz that's what im good at anyways

then with an additional slash of being a fail at voice acting of a damn mother 

im just breaking down in my room with the song on repeat, in full volume, just curling in a ball and with headphones on 

im currently not wearing my glasses cuz it kinda hurts when the pressure of the headphones on my ears so yeah

my hair is a mess and im basically looking like the equivalent of a toy whose washed up and broken and useless and being thrown around 

that's what im good for anyways

to raise up your damn ego 

to make you head bigger 

to make you feel better about yourself 

and i get. . .