Weeb's Diary

Happy new year and merry christmas and all in between

01/09/19

HAPPY NEW YEAR GUYS AND ALSO MERRY CHRISTMAS

SORRY IF IM GONE FOR SO LONG 

I MISSED Y'ALL

okai so here's why i haven't written anything in so long 

the charger of my laptop broke and well, i am not comfortable writing on my phone so i had to postpone updating and well christmas vacay came and i was in my province and it was nice except the fact that the boy who is like a maid in our household thinks me and him are a thing and yeah 

next was all the drama that went down OH AND OML 

I MET THE MOST ADORABLE AND SOFTEST GUY EEEVVERR thanks to Loend of course 

We're gonna call him Yui, and OML YOU GUYSSSS, HE'S LIKE LOEND BUT MORE CUTER AND SOFTER AND VERY VERY CARING ANNDD AAHH MAH HEARRTTT

but but but 

he's kinda bi like 80% gay and 20% straight and like ughhhhh 

then i told kuro about him and i was so shookt that kuro was worried that i might push him away cuz of yui. 

but here's the thing 

i wanna move on from kuro but 

i cant 

he's too hard to forget 

he's like embedded his existence in my life, he's like cement or maybe like ugh, something like that 

im sorry if i cant think straight, i've been having the sniffles and im sneezing real bad and i can't breathe sometimes and i feel so sick and drained for the whole day so forgive me you guys 

anyways 

yah 

My plan was to make kuro jelly by well showing him me and yui's convo, all the sweet things yui sends me and tells me which honestly IS LIKE MY HAPPY PILL (oml, I DUNT WANNA HURT MAH KURO BBY)

but yah, i dunt want to hurt him but he said he like to get hurt cuz he's a fuckin masochistic ahole but i digress 

also 

kuro and ross's parents know me and loend and like they want us to go to their house and IM SHOOKT CUZ BOI 

I'VE NEVER GONE TO A FRIEND'S HOUSE BEFORE (besides Toni's of course where i just saunter on inside like its my house as well) and im also afraid cuz well parents and especially my mom who doesn't like me hanging out with guys but i told them they're the only people i hangout with on a daily basis 

anyways 

the song above was given to me by Loend and like i REMEMBER STALKER GUY AND FLIPPIN KURO LIKE UGHH 

I RELATE SO HARD 

OML 

and um 

i became a bridesmaid in my uncle's wedding and fuck was it nice and yet stressful af

i wore heels that were high and boi my feet ached so bad that the next day when i woke up and my feet touched the floor, it ached so much but atleast my uncle's happy with his new wife 

so yah 

thas basically my christmas and like vacation in a nutshell 

im supposed to do my homework in science but im procrastinating ahihihihi 

like what's new 

new year new memes MF 

well anyways 

that's all for now, i guess 

i'm back and feeling dead 

As usual 

but hey 

atleast im still alive 

SHIRO OUT