Weeb's Diary

IM BACK AND READY TO GO

~1/19/18~

Okai ! 
So i got some rest and yeh 

im back 

just some updates on my laifu

IM HEAD OVER HEELS FOR MY BEST GUY FRIEND, you know what let's call him, Joker, cuz he likes DC like HE LOVES IT ALOT, anyways Joker and i have been talking still
kinda created a poem. 

It went like this, we were having a test for English and a part of the test was to create a three stanza poem with four lines so i then looked at him for inspiration and this is what i came up with which im very proud of myself since i dont do poems, i jsut do stories but i'm actually happy that it turned out well:

Happy Pill

The day of cheer

Broken by death

Until light came near

In the form of a man

We talked day and night

Leaving no day without talking

He became my shining knight

Able to catch me when I'm falling

His voice was like God

Able to calm the storms of my life

Even though it was odd

I can't stop holding the knife

YAH! and so then life had to be a bitch and jinxed it, the "leaving no day without talking" part, well, it just so happened that he stopped talking to me so yehh, im guessing he's just very busy, whenever i miss him, i'll just relisten his covers that he made for me and watch some of his highlight reels that he sends me or read some of our convo. 

I tend to get easily attached, that's why i get hurt easily, well anyways, im actually very tired, my whole body is aching since:

1) i had to do this short film with my group for a subject and we had to stay in school until 6pm. We had to run back and forth and act and stuff so i feel very drained since i put alot of effort in acting and running errands for our leader. 

2) I played badminton, very early in the morning like 6am, with my sister's batchmates, kinda found my equal since we both know each other is strong, after i played an intense game, i came back to my classroom, my legs felt like every step i take, i might fall, my arms feel tight for some reason and now whenever i stretch, it actually hurts

guess its a pain to rarely get exercise. I know get hurt everytime i see his girlfriend, cuz honestly she's prettier than me and yeh, it just hurts

and now our yearly sports fest is coming up and i cant bear to face him since like he's the one arraging the music for the opening and closing program and i even kinda copied his schedule for the basketball and volleyball boys so that i can see him and support him play. Gawd, i sound like a stalker, like Yoonbum but i atleast not go too far to the point that i'll follow him home. 

I just have to focus on supporting my classmates and playing my own games, like badminton and volleyball, but mostly badminton.

EVEN THOUGH I SEE HIM ALOT FREQUENTLY MORE THAN I WANTED

gawdddddd

i misss hiiimmm

well anyways

that's all for today 

oh and i'll be at a hotel tomorrow since we have a family gathering 

it'll be fun 

and not stressful 

SHIRO OUT 

oh and btw, he's my background cover in my wattpad profile so you can get a glimpse of what his like and he's name