Weeb's Diary

Gave my heart to someone who used to love me

~1/26/18~

Okai look, remember stalker ? 

well i broke up with him and fuckin hell 

i want him back 

i want him to be with me again but... he doesen't love me anymore...and now i loved him more than ever. 

i love him differently. i usually would get obssesed with the guy but with him, dear god, it's like i dont need a reminder that i love him, i just need his presence and thats all i need

but now

he rejected me, friendzone me

god, i cant look at him anymore 

im so mad at myself for letting him go 

and now im bleeding and also crying 

letting the pain take over, because i already feel pain, inside, 

he was like my other half

now he's gone

i feel empty 

i've been crying more often than before 

i miss our memories 

all those cute things that we would do

and now...

let me just say this

Sorry can never bring back a broken heart 

I cant stop crying 

i cant 

i want to die 

but for now 

cutting will suffice