Weeb's Diary

this day... just...oml

10/10/18

so umm...

im just here.... 

looking like a robot with no function cuz holy fuck 

but hey on the bright side ! 

I can finally isolate myself from the rest of the world and by world i mean kuro :) 

cuz he doesn't want people thinking him and i are a thing so i decided to not show myself and be with him because RUMORS ARE A PAIN IN THE ASS 

anyways 

a chapter for my one shot book will be out by say friday or maybe tomorrow night and then maybe i can try do a double upload cuz this misery of mine is filled with such ripe one shots and they are begging to be written so yeh 

both, of course, will be sad and depressing like how my life is :) 

i'll promise to put up a happy one...soon enough...hopefully or until i dont feel misery again then the cycle repeats !

I wanna stab myself in a gut right now with a metal ruler CUZ WHY NOT 

i don't even know how to function anymore like yes the last remaining pieces of myself are ripped from me 

IMMA JUST ROT AND DIEEEEEE 

i shouldn't be saying that but BY ALL MEANS, I WELCOME DEATH TO MY DOOR WITH OPEN ARMS AND A HUGE ASS TARGET ON MY CHEST TO SHOW IT WHERE IT CAN SWING IT'S MAJESTIC SYTHE. 

i'm being an edge lord again... imm ssoorryy 

but that's just how i amm :) 

i always wonder how arys, toni and now Carl (i hope you guys remember him) and maybe...kuro... ?.... he's on the maybe list 

wonder how the fuck can they tolerate this huge pile of edge emo trash 

butttt oh well 
(i just hope they don't leave, that's the last thing i want to be done to me)

i'm slowly cascading down to that 2 months of hell 

OH WELL 
I WELCOME IT BACK WITH OPEN ARMS AS WELL 

THAT'S IT FOR NOW GUYS :D 

SHIRO OUT