Overthinking

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5/28/18

okai look 

there was this thing i did, when Kuro became Epic in Mobile Legends, i'll delete my account and i did but today as i was scrolling through my facebook feed, i saw his post, and this is what is said

"Come and challenge the world's top MOBA players with me! Enter the game and use your Invitation Code: --------- to link our accounts and get awesome rewards!  YOU CAN SAVE A LIFE!"

then it sinked in to me 

when i deleted my account, me and kuro stopped talking and we both have Arena of Valor accounts and i was inviting him to play with me, at first he accepted it and told me we can play tomorrow but then after a few minutes he refused and told me he couldn't play

i think i just ruined a perfectly good friendship with the love of my life and now i can feel a breakdown coming 

i hate how i do things so randomly that it can affect stuff in the future 

im now so afraid to give him his gift on the first day of school 

i hate it 

i hate me 

so much 


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