Weeb's Diary

my heart torn in two

"Was I a game to you? 

Was I a way to be cool? 

I truly cared

 Was I the fool?" -Someone Gets Hurt from the Mean Girls Musical 

AND OML 

HELLO READERS 

I..UUUGGHH 

honestly, i cant think straight anymore 

so recently kuro did something absolutely stupid (by that i meant, used me just to brag about how he, 'his' shiro is so good at ml cuz of his training and also feeding his ego and shit like that) and then just like that 

my love for him faded and yet 

there was still a part of me that loves him but i discarded and ignored that feeling 

and enter 

Loend...yeah....fuck....

THIS DUDE, OML, I shouldn't be falling for him but nope, i was pushed over the cliff, and i fell and well shit !

I mean, the dude is cute and plus ACCOMPANIES ME HOME whenever its a school day and also whenever i have a meeting with my peer counselor group, he waits for me, and like UUGGHH FUCKKKK 

but remember that smol part of me that stil loves kuro... well... its like hoping that he'll swoop in and maybe spark those feelings for him...but i digress

it's like im hoping for nothing to come 

well yeah, 

also remember stalker dude, yep, he helped me with this one and i thank him for that 

and im rushing this cuz 

mah wonderful son (Ross) is waitin and shit 

so yeah 

short update 

suuryy 

but still

AAHHH FACK 

SHIRO OUT