Can't we just be okay ?

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10/19/18

look, something happened with me and kuro and oml

it feels like the 2 months of hell has begun 

cried twice today 

i want to fix it, fix all of this, SO I CAN LIVE PEACEFULLY

I can't take it, whenever a person has a problem with me, i don't prolong it, i fix it immediatley  but with kuro, well, he's the one who is ignoring me and i can't take it 

It hurts me even though He's the one at fault but maybe it's both our faults.

i dont know if he's enjoying himself with suffering 

even though im the one who's suffering the most 

i cant handle it 

I CAN'T TALK TO HIM CUZZ HE BLOCKED ME 

anddd nooww 

Aria is pissed since i made her pissed since im not thinking straight and i say shit that i regret so much and want to take back 

i just loss the control over my life and now everything is all over the place 

ALL I WANTED WAS A FUCKING PEACEFUL BREAK AND FINALLY TRY TO FOCUS ON MYSELF AND MY STUDIES AND FIX THE SHIT THAT I HAVE TO FIX WITHIN MYSELF 

i never wanted any of this drama to happen 

i wanna give up 

im on the peak of giving up 

im just surviving then 

okay nooww i give up on life 

im just gonna try not to die anymore 

and imma ball my eyes out 

SHIRO out :') 

im fine oml 

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