10/19/18
look, something happened with me and kuro and oml
it feels like the 2 months of hell has begun
cried twice today
i want to fix it, fix all of this, SO I CAN LIVE PEACEFULLY
I can't take it, whenever a person has a problem with me, i don't prolong it, i fix it immediatley but with kuro, well, he's the one who is ignoring me and i can't take it
It hurts me even though He's the one at fault but maybe it's both our faults.
i dont know if he's enjoying himself with suffering
even though im the one who's suffering the most
i cant handle it
I CAN'T TALK TO HIM CUZZ HE BLOCKED ME
anddd nooww
Aria is pissed since i made her pissed since im not thinking straight and i say shit that i regret so much and want to take back
i just loss the control over my life and now everything is all over the place
ALL I WANTED WAS A FUCKING PEACEFUL BREAK AND FINALLY TRY TO FOCUS ON MYSELF AND MY STUDIES AND FIX THE SHIT THAT I HAVE TO FIX WITHIN MYSELF
i never wanted any of this drama to happen
i wanna give up
im on the peak of giving up
im just surviving then
okay nooww i give up on life
im just gonna try not to die anymore
and imma ball my eyes out
SHIRO out :')
im fine oml
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Weeb's Diary
Non-FictionHeyo ! iz meh Shiro I'm just a weeb who writes the shit that's happening in her life and whatever comes to mind I talk alot about events, feelings and whatever im doing with life anyways Enjoy ! SHIRO OUT !