Weeb's Diary

Let Me Save You

As I head down the stairs of my school. I came across a certain couple, who were acting so sweet beside the lockers. I heaved a sigh as I saw it was the guy that I want to forget and the girl, who I faked my friendship with, she was the one who stole everything from me, stole the man that ever loved me for me. I ran past them, blinking the tears away, breathing heavily as I descend the last pair of stairs that led to the parking lot where I would hangout with him, my best friend, Luciel or Ciel for short.

"H-hey" I shakily said as I let out a breath. He looked up from his guitar and saw me. "Hey Shiro" He greeted back and then continued to play. I set my stuff down and sat in front of him. "You okay ?" He asked, out of nowhere, looking at me. "Oh um yeah I'm fine" I looked down on his guitar and strummed it. Then he grabbed his ukelele from his bag and then gave the guitar to me. I was playing a random song on when all of a sudden he joined in and soon we were making music. 

Some time has passed and Luciel needed to go home. I grabbed all my stuff and headed home. He goes by car and I go by public transport. As I walked towards my house, my mind goes to what me and him done these past few weeks. Tease each other with weird nicknames, when he called me princess and I was too shy to call him prince, when we were jamming out together, when we played chess and I declared a rematch since I lost, and many more memories. 

As I do my nightly routine, memories from the past came into view, the time where i was still with the guy who had my heart and crushed it, the time we kissed, the time where we went out on a date, all those things. I shook my head vigorously, "You have Ciel, don't need to remember those, forget about it" I always say to myself, but sometimes it's not enough. I head towards my room and grab a cutter as I held it up to my skin, my phone vibrates, signaling a notification. 

I looked at what it was, a phone call, I looked at the caller id and it was Ciel. I picked it up. "Ciel ?" I put the cutter down slowly, not making any noise. "Whatever you're planning to do, don't do it" He said sternly, my whole body tensed, how'd he know ?. "Umm I was just gonna use my laptop" I lied. "Don't lie to me Shiro, I knew you saw them" He said. I sighed, tears slowly fell from my eyes. "Don't do it Shiro please, Let me help you" He added, his voice became soft and humble. 

I've noticed a few days ago, Ciel was cold towards me whenever we hangout but as soon it turned into a daily routine. Every break we had, we would always hangout and every dismissal we would hangout as well. He turned soft, he would laugh, tease me, and smile. His laugh could make me dead in a matter of minutes. "I'm trying to Ciel, I really am but-" I was cut off by him, sighing on the other end.

"Please Shiro, let me" He said, i got confused, "Let you what ?" I asked as i wipe the tears. "Let me save you" His voice was sincere. It made me cry harder. "You don't have to, I don't want you to get involved with whatever is going on with me" I replied as I lay down, a sob escaping my lips. "You're hurt, i get that but it hurts me to see you like this, remember the second time you broke down in front of me ? Before you went home, I told you that it hurt me too when I saw what he did to you and I don't want that anymore, I miss seeing you smile, I miss your wild laugh and i miss the Shiro who would constantly bug me until I noticed her" He exclaimed, his voice cracking in the process. 

"Ciel, are you crying ?" I sat up immediatley. He chuckled, "Maybe". I grabbed my jacket and headed outside. "Meet me at the park" I hung up after I told him that. I ran and ran towards the park, it was somewhat abandon during the night, only a few people were there. 

I ran inside and saw him running towards me, tears heavily poured in my eyes as me and him collided in a hug. 

He spun me around as i let out a soft giggle. I saw that he was also crying. "Oh Shiro" He nuzzled his forehead with mine. "I never took you for a crybaby Luciel" I said as I wipe his tears away. "Well I care about you a lot and i don't want you to get hurt anymore" He said as he touched my face . "So please stop doing it and be mine" He said. I grabbed his face and kissed him. He kissed back. 

"Hell yeah" I said as I hugged him tight 

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YYEEE BOI !

Wanted to write that for a long time su yeh 

meow 

meow 

meow 

I decided to use my name cuz why not and Luciel is just someone special to me 

i think i dreamt of this once 

then it was stuck with me 

so here it is 

hope ya'll enjoy it 

SHIRO OUT