Weeb's Diary

so done

2-17-18

listen 

im done with everything 
like why do i even try to love anyway and expect or assume that my love would be reciprocate back. 

I hate why i try and see the brighter side in things like these. 

im so done with love 

I'll stick with Thomas Sanders and his anxiety, Virgil, he's angsty emo teenage boy who will love me even though he's just a fragment of thomas' imagination and he's just so me 

always wanting to sleep, listens to every emo song there is in full damn volume, plays video games, is always in their room and many more. 

can't a girl just find happiness in somebody like let's all be honest here, parents tend to not understand things that we do and would tend to judge us which is not sometimes great like fuckin hell. 

is it wrong to look for happiness in someone else ? 

that's why im in love with someone who is a) my coping mechanism b)can relate but is not real or doesn't know i exist or wont give a damn 

it's such a blessing to find someone who can actually handle a monstrosity which is yourself cuz its hard to find one these days 

and now 

i shall read some fanfics, scroll through my tumblr and pinterest for cute photos of virgil and binge watch on every Sander Sides video there is and survive life 

SHIRO OUT