Weeb's Diary

Aftermath and Adjustments

4-14-18

OMAHGAWD 

IM PISSED at Kuro cuz: 

 I HAD TO FIND THE DAMN GIRL HE WAS HELPING AND I ACTUALLY FOUND HER AS I WAS DOING THE SEARCHING I HAD TO SPAM HIM WITH MESSAGES SO HE WOULD ANSWER AND GOOD THING MY FRIEND WAS ABLE TO ANSWER ME CUZ I HAD A BREAKDOWN

I HAD TO RUN OUT OF MY ROOM TO THE BATHROOM AND SILENTLY SOB AND CHOKE ON MY OWN DAMN TEARS, I KEPT PUNCHING THE WALLS ON HOW THE FIGHT WOULD TURN OUT ! 

WHEN I FINALLY FOUND THE GIRL, I WAS ABOUT TO MESSAGE HER WHEN KURO SAID THAT HE WAS FINE ALREADY CUZ HE WATCHED TOKYO GHOUL !

I WAS SO FUCKING PISSED, I WORRIED AND BROKE DOWN BECAUSE OUR FRIENDSHIP WAS ON THE LINE, I HAD TO BOTHER PEOPLE JUST TO FIND THE DAMN GIRL SO I COULD HELP YOU 

but 

as i was ranting to my friend about how my efforts and tears were wasted, she said 

"It wasn't useless, it just shows how much you care about him, about losing him" 

I felt so sentimental and soft and finally calmed down 

BUT STILL ! 

he didn't even acknowledge it . . .

all the efforts and things that i've been doing for him 

-sigh-

well anyways 

i got my braces adjusted today and it hurts like hell and now its color red like my nails and phone case.

i've never felt more bitchy than red nails JUST LIKE CHERYL FROM RIVERDALE oml

also IM GOING TO MY PROVINCE TOMORROW 

NOW THAT'S A VACATION RIGHT THERE 

also i'll postpone my updates on HTBAH, i'll update as soon as i get home from my vacation 

i'll be writing the chapters in my notebook so that when i come back, i can just easily update 

CONVENIENCE !

anyways 

HAVE A GREAT VACATION ALL OF YOU 

now i'll just continue being pissed at kuro and yeah 

SHIRO OUT