Weeb's Diary

100TH CHAPTER (mega update WAHAHAHA)

Okai so as i said this is gonna be a mega update cuz alot of shit has happened in the past few days i've been gone 

the song above is from the anime "Neon Genesis Evangelion", its the opening and its hella good.

Okai so imma go through the recent ones before i go through the past ones.

This happened like a few hours ago.. so lez do this

It was dismissal time and well, its a friday so i have my phone with me. I was with Loend and kuro, a kid came up to Loend to keep him company while me and kuro were having a jam session with the music we had on our phone. Our music tastes were like so far from each other but he has good songs in it.

We were sitting on the floor and then he told me to sit with him on the nearby bench and so we did, leaving Loend with the kid. both me and kuro had earphones on and I was playing some games i had on my phone to keep me busy and then as i was playing, KURO SUDDENLY LEANED ON ME AND PUT HIS HEAD ON MY SHOULDER. 

THE SOFTNESS OF THE MOMENT OML, I WAS HOLDING BACK A SMILE, I TRIED TO LOOK LIKE A FLIPPING TSUNDERE BUT HOLY CRAP THE MOMENT WAS TOO PURE TO IGNORE. 

as his head was on my shoulder, i leaned a bit but not fully and kinda laid my head on his WHICH AAHHH MY HEART (IM STILL FANGIRLING WHILE WRITING THIS OML). He did that three times, if memory serves BUT AAHHH, HE WAS SO SOFT, OML AND NOT TO MENTION THAT HE WAS WEARING A PASTEL BLUE JACKET (and y'all know how i love the color blue) AND HE WAS JUST SO CUTE. I COULDN'T HANDLE MYSELF WHEN HE LEFT. I KEEP ON SLAPPING LOEND AS WE HEADED OUT OF THE SCHOOL. 

oh and yeah about that, i stopped liking loend cuz KURO IS IRRESISTIBLE LIKE OML, i try to move on but holy hell, that boy is like a drug in my system and well we became closer than ever before which im so happy for. 

okai now, 

for the past few weeks, i've been having shitty days like EVERYDAY, I'd sleep late due to the amount of projects and quizzes we were having and how much loend and ross fight like HOLY HELL, THEIR FRIENDSHIP IS SO BIPOLAR, and also i had a breakdown last night due to A CERTAIN GIRL who keeps on clinging to kuro like a fuckin leech, i know its mean of me but honestly, i only have like 6 people who i actually trust wholeheartedly and tell everything and anything and who can handle my shit and help me become a better person, AND YA TRY TO STEAL THEM FROM ME, WHO DA HELL DO U THINK YOU ARE ?! 

i know its very toxic of me because of said toxic personality, it's a struggle to be friends with people because of this war freak toxic ass attitude that i have, they create an issue around and its a recurring problem every school year that's passing .  

So whenever someone who decides and is brave enough to be my actual friend, i try to be nice, try to be a good person and give them things that make them happy even if i have to sacrifice everyday, not eating anything at all and me struggling with my hunger but as long as they are happy, i'm happy.

If i try to be myself around others, they become uncomfortable, that's why i try to be nice to them, be silent and nice so no issue can erupt but well issues don't leave you so yeh (uuugghh)

okai okai 
next isss uummmm

I just update my one shot book in like a while now oml, hope you guys like it and all and like it had 1900+ words which im proud of cuz usually im a lazy shit 500+ words then im good but oml I ACTUALLY MADE IT LONGER 

next is OH ! 

So there's this classmate of mine who has a boyfriend in the class and it just so happen, i'm seated beside her bf and sure me and her bf talk and shit and then one day she asked me if i'm close with her bf and i said no and told her not to worry cuz I HAVE MAH KURO BBY AND I AINT REPLACING HIM and now i am once again, engulfed in rumors that i'm a stealing bitch (HOORAY OML END ME ALREADY)

next iisssss

if you guys remember stalker boi, well he's comin back and im anxious and at the same time, i'm not that much affected by it anymore maybe it means that i actually achieved the title "MOVED ON FROM MY EX" cuz me has kuro now ahihihihi

OH YEAH, HOW COULD I FORGET !

okai okai so it was Ross's bday a couple of days ago and so here's what went down:

me, loend and monika were walking towards a mall to buy load for kuro and for loend then we saw kuro, ross and their mom parking infront of Starbucks, then suddenly Ross maybe told his mom that we were their friends and their mom UP AND BUYS STARBUCKS FOR US THREE and the cringiest and most embarrassing part is that, i ordered with the largest size which was venti and the two ordered tall or grande AND I WAS SO EMBARRASSED AFTER THAT, I COULDN'T EVEN, MY GUILT WAS SO STRONG UUGHHH AND ALSO ME AND LOEND WERE SO NERVOUS CUZ WELL, WE LIKE HER SONS SO ITS KINDA BIG STEP AND SUCH 

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AAAHHHH THE SSHHAAMMEE UUUGHHHH 

well anyways 

that is all for this update and also 

FINALLY
A 100 CHAPTERS 

MAYBE I GOTTA DO A SECOND BOOK FOR THIS 

FINALLY 

A BOOK FILLED WITH MY LIFE EVENTS THAT I WON'T DELETE UNLIKE THE 2 OTHER SIMILAR BOOKS THAT I'VE DONE AND IT WAS ALSO FILLED WITH LIFE EVENTS THAT I DELETED DUE TO MY PARENTS SNOOPIN ON MY ACCOUNT 

WELL ANYWAYS 

SHIRO OUUUUTTT !