2018 WEIGHT LOSS JOURNEY

weight loss day 3!

i woke up a little later than yesterday, 5:35am. i wasn't surprised at all because i remembered my alarm going off, but thankfully i woke myself up. but my parents weren't up because they sleep through the sound of rain because it's relaxing, so my brother and i made ourselves breakfast and my parents some bacon!
of course, i ate my daily oatmeal because that keeps me full until lunch time, i also didn't forget my lunch today! GO ME!

i had my usual oatmeal and protein powder, and for lunch i packed apple slices, and almonds. i had a medium sized apple and 1 ounce of almonds, so that'll keep me full until i get home because i'll only have 2 periods left after lunch!
i don't plan on weighing myself today, i plan on waiting till saturday or maybe even friday. i'll check back in after school!

so, it's 5:45pm right now...

i got home from school and it was POURING rain today ALL day so i kinda was a tired mess:/ and i didn't wanna do anything all day because i was so tired from the rain even tho i had a full eight hours of sleep. after i got home from school i ate jello, and oatmeal and that was pretty much it because my lunch for school was only small apple slices and almonds. after i finished i sat on the couch for 30 minutes to almost an hour waiting for my food to be digested kinda, then it was so cold i went upstairs and fell asleep in my bed...

now it's too cold to workout, so i can't workout or else i get sick. lemme tell ya, i get sick SO EASILY and A LOT. so if i just go down to the garage i could just get sick right then and there.

but since its almost 6-7pm, i'm just gonna lay down here in my bed like i already am, and just watch youtube videos about fitness and get motivated to workout tomorrow!
i'll tell you my dinner later!
since it has been 3 hours since the last time i ate, i got a snack because i was hungry, and i ate jello, it's only 5 calories!

so it's officially 7:10pm, and my sis still isn't home so i'm gonna cook my dinner now and save it for later until he's home. i'm having the lemon pepper fish by healthy choices pre-made meals once again!

i just wanna go ahead and have a small rant session, just scroll through this if you don't wanna read my rant.

i feel like i'm not strict enough with myself. like i look at food an avoid it but i'm not having good enough meals. today i couldn't buy any pre-made meals and we ran out, but i'm gonna try tomorrow because it was to slick on the road today because it was all wet. my mom doesn't like driving in the rain. hopefully tomorrow we can buy A LOT more so i can be even more strict with myself. i just feel like i'm not as strict with myself like if i'm looking for food i should automatically think healthy, not junk food. ugh idk anyways good night i'll see ya tomorrow

i didn't weigh myself today! so good thing if i'm bloated or anything it'll affect my weight and it'll make me sad