i shouldn't be as worried as i am about ranking lower due to my lack of updates in a virtual world with fictitious fiction awards; alas, it is i, worrying in every dimension.
it's been way too long, they say.
i shouldn't be parenting myself over the years when i have more than two perfectly capable parents to do so for me; alas, it is my guardians ad infinitum that are exactly the reason.
it's been way too long, they say.
i shouldn't be as surprised as i am when i have zeroes in classes i've been out for weeks in; alas, it is the school system, however lenient yet stressing it makes itself out to be.
it's been way too long, they say.
i shouldn't be forcing myself to do more than is possible for me to do in this specific moment in time; alas, it is the world that does not wait for you to move forward and simply turns on its own.
it's been way too long, they say.
i know.
YOU ARE READING
melted
Poetry❝the present was the present, and we didn't even know it.❞ dedicated to kjh and wb highest ranking: #27 in poetry
