Jake Paul Imagines

Outsider

"Keep it deep within your soul. And if you hurt me, well that's okay baby..." I sang, everyone's torches/glow sticks/light up toys were flashing. "I will remember how you kissed me, under the lampost back on 6th street. Hearing you whisper through the phone...wait for me to come home." Everyone cheered and I smiled. I sipped my water. "I just want to say how thankful I am for all of you here right now. My fans are what made this happen. I love you all. So, this ones to you guys..." I got into position.

"Like a small boat...on the ocean..." I sang, it was a magical feeling singing on stage. And to think I was performing to a sold out (in 10 minutes) crowd at the London 02 was unreal. "I'll play my fight songgggggg." I belted it out.

"Thankyou and goodnight." I took a bow and the curtain closed. My music started playing out the speakers. I hugged all the dancers goodbye and grabbed my water. I bounded off stage and into Jake's arms. "You did so well." He smiled, he kissed me softly and then all at once. Fireworks exploded in my stomach. "Thankyou. I'm glad you could see it." I smiled back. He kissed my forehead and we went back to my dressing room. I went into the toilet and changed into leggings and a Jake Paul hoodie. I hung my outfit on the rail for tomorrow. It would get washed tomorrow before the performance. "Ready to go home baby?" I asked. "No packing up?" He frowned confused. "Nope. But, we are going to miss our flight if we don't move our arses. I've had my bag packed." I said. He smiled happily. "Here we come L.A." He groaned.

The flight was long, but the whole of Team Ten along with a large collection of paps were waiting for us. They had all made jokey signs for Jake. Only Kade had made one with my name on....I was being silly noticing that...right? "We missed you." Kade said embracing me. "Yeah I missed you guys too." I said uncomfortably looking at everyone.

Jake and I knew each other through high school, but didn't get together until senior year. He ended up dropping out and we kept it going long distance, until I hit the big time. I lived in L.A for a couple months, before starting my tour. Jake came to the last leg of the European tour- we went to Paris, Rome and then London to end. I've never been part of Team 10.

We got back and everyone crowded around Jake, shooting him with questions. I stood back and I had never felt more of an outsider. My gut clenched and my tears took over my body. I wiped my eyes as they all raced outside to film for Chad's vlog. I slipped away up to the roof. I sat down and pulled my knees up under my chin. I felt tears bouncing down mv cheeks.

Jake:

We finished filming for Chad's vlog. "Where'd Y/N go?" I asked aloud. Everyone shrugged and went off to do their own thing. I searched the house for her. She likes...being up away from everyone. I went up to the roof. She was crying, her knees tucked up under her chin and her small body rocking back and forth. I put my hand on her back and she jumped. "Hey."

Y/N:

I looked at Jake and quickly wiped my eyes. "What's wrong beautiful?" He asked, rubbing my back. "Nothing." I mumbled, he tucked my hair behind my ears and kissed my cheek. "I know you Y/N, tell me what's going on..." I begged. "I feel like an outsider when I'm here." I whispered, looking down as I felt ashamed. "What do you mean?" Jake asked, wiping the flowing tears off my face. "I'm not part of the family. I'm not in Team Ten, because I have my own career. But, when I'm here I feel alone and a total outsider. You guys click and you film these crazy skits and you all love each other. I don't see where I fit in." I cried, he pulled me into him. "You fit in, because I love you and your my girlfriend. I think you fit in fine." He whispered soothingly. "Jake I don't feel comfortable here." I cried. He pulled me into his chest. "What do you wanna do?"

He helped me get my stuff. "Off already?" Kade asked sadly, Mackenzie came over. "I just don't..." Jake cut me off. "I'll talk to everyone about it later." Jake said. He took me to the nearest hotel.

I laid on the bed and sighed a breath of relief.