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"You need to get some sleep." Anthony said, holding my arm gently. "I can't." I said pacing back and forth. Repeatedly spinning my engagement ring around my finger. "I can't sleep until I know he's going to be okay." I cried. Logan came over and held my fragile body. "We have to be strong and calm. For Jake." He said.

It's been 2 hours, since Jake was rushed into hospital. Since he was in such a fatal car crash, that he's currently in a coma, because he had a heart attack.

I have never been so fucking scared of losing him in my entire life.

"Hey sweetie." Pam said sitting down next to me and holding both my hands in hers. I rested my head next to hers and she kissed my cheek. "Jake'll pull through. He's so strong." She said reassuringly. It was me, Logan, Pam, Greg, Chance and Anthony at the hospital. We made everyone else stay at home, someone saw the crash and tweeted about it. I made a quick response which read; 'Jake's currently in critical condition. Please let us be with our own thoughts, Jake wouldn't want any of us to be worried. Please stay at home, hold your loved ones safe tonight. We'll keep you updated. - Y/N and Jake's family.'  The outpouring of support was overwhelming.

We were all sat in the waiting room, they still weren't sure if Jake would pull through. A Doctor came out and we all jumped up, she walked straight past to the male behind us. I sat back down, looking down at my ring and praying it would all be okay.

Hours passed and we had no news. Finally 4 hours after we'd all arrived a Doctor came out. No clipboard. She looked downcast. "We are very, very sorry. But, if Mr.Paul does wake up- he'll have such severe brain damage. We aren't sure when he'll wake up, it's a waiting game at the moment. We've made him comfortable and free of pain." She said. I let Pam and Greg go in first. Chance held me tightly. "What if he never wakes up?" I sobbed. Logan came out shortly after going in, he held my hand. "I'm gonna get a coffee, tonight's been rough. You want one?" He asked kissing my forehead. "Yes please." I said. "He'll wake up. I know he will." Anthony said reassuringly. I went in next.

He looked sort of peaceful, if you ignore the several machines and tubes darting in and out of his body. The beeps were showing he was at least still breathing. I sat down next to him, I held his hand gently. "Hey Jakey." I whispered, tears filling my eyes. I pushed his hair back and stroked his head. "I know it hurts. I know you're in so much pain, but you've got to wake up Jake. Please don't leave us. Don't leave me. We've just got engaged and I'm ready to plan our life together, to get married and have our own family. You're killing the game right now- the fans are dead worried about you babe." I said quietly. "All of us, everyone is dead worried for you, so please pull through for all of us. I love you." I kissed his forehead.

Once Chance and Anthony had seen him, we decided who should stay and who should go. "I'll stay tonight. I'll tell you if anything changes." Pam said, Greg decided to stay as well.

We got back to the Team Ten house and Logan came over to stay. "You can crash in my room, I can get you a blow up mattress?" I asked. "Yes, that'd be great." He said putting his overnight bag on the floor. Chad got a blow up mattress and put it next to Jake and I's bed. It was gone 4am. Finally, everyone crashed, but I couldn't sleep. Knowing Jake was in the hospital. It didn't sit well with me, I couldn't stop worrying.

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