Jake Paul Imagines

Want To Help- Part Two (Requested)

My body sunk into my bed as tears streamed down my face. It was an indescribable pain, but it was taking over my entire body. It was a pressure that made my chest tight and like my world was falling apart.

There was a knock on my door and I wiped my eyes with a tissue. "Come in." I said. The door swung open and Anthony passed me an envelope. "Read this." He half smiled and then walked out. I sat on my bed and looked at it. 'Princess' I choked up again. I opened it and unfolded the letter.

To my love,

I can't begin to tell you how sorry I am and I know this doesn't excuse what I did. I am utterly ashamed, embarrassed and disgusted with myself. Since the moment we met, I knew you were for me. You are the most incredible, loving, beautiful soul I've ever met. You don't have a bad bone in your body. This makes what I've done a thousand times worse. I love you more and more everyday. You are my soulmate and I can't begin to describe how strong my feelings are towards you. That girl, that night meant nothing to me and I know that doesn't mean a thing, because I still did it. You mean the world and more to me and the thought of losing you...even in the slightest...tears me apart inside. I struggle to open up to you sometimes, because my fear of losing you can sometimes blur my vision. But, I do know I am eternally sorry and that I will love you for the rest of my life.

All I need is one chance to prove this to you, but if you don't want to I understand.

I'm sorry & I love you.

~Jake

I almost wanted to just scream from the rooftops. It was quite possibly the most romantic thing Jake's ever done. But, he's broken my heart and he's not been there for me afterwards or done anything (up until now) to try and win me back. I tucked the letter back into the envelope and put it in my desk drawer.

The next morning, everyone was asking me if I read the letter. I felt under so much pressure to get back with Jake and give him another chance, no matter how I felt in the situation. "So did you read it?" Jake asked relaxingly. I frowned. "What makes you think I'd read it?" I lied. "I think we do truly need to talk."
I said abruptly, he followed me out of the room and we went into the hallway. We sat on the stairs.

"I've read it, but that doesn't mean you should've assumed I'd read it. I owe you nothing Jake. You betrayed me, you broke my heart, you slept with another girl. All I've done is give you my everything and love you to my fullest potential..." I felt myself getting emotional. "I've put so much into this relationship, because I trusted you and I thought we had something special. Writing your feelings into a letter yes that's great, but it doesn't change what you did. Nothing will change that you went through every stage- from flirting to sleeping with another girl. It wasn't a slip up kiss, you actively slept with her. I'm sorry..., but I can't forgive that." He looked at me, his huge eyes begging me to give in. "If that's how you truly feel I respect that. I'm going to take a step back and I really hope our time will come again, because I really don't believe this chapter is over."

I walked away feeling like a weight was off my shoulders, but my heart was in pieces. Jake was no longer going to be by my side 24/7, things would be awkward and our relationship was dead.