Jake Paul Imagines

Look- Part Three (Requested)

**4 hours later**
I bent down and put my heels on, I did the strap up and put a plaster over my blisters. I added my jewellery and looked in the mirror. I had very glam makeup, tightly curled hair in a Dutch braid half up half down and a black, bodycon dress. "You look gorgeous." Josh smirked, he pulled me towards him and he kissed me. "Thankyou, you look hot." I smirked back. I got my phone and slid my bank card and a £10 note into my bra. "Let's go."

We got to Anthony's and everyone was in the best mood. People were dancing, singing, talking- it was like everyone's personal problems or conflicts with everyone was gone. We had finished school and we had made a shit load of memories together.

Josh slipped his hand into mine as we walked in. We headed straight to the drinks table and said hi to everyone. Jake was there, talking to Erika. He looked so upset and she was getting so annoyed. I shrugged it off and Josh passed me a drink. "To loving each other." He smiled, we hit our cups together. "To loving each other." I echoed, he squeezed my hand and then kissed my forehead. Anthony asked to borrow me and we went out to the garden.

"So are you okay?" He asked, he rested his hand on my arm. "Okay? Why wouldn't I be?" I replied, completely confused. "Just with everything? You've been really happy at the moment and I'm happy for you as well, but I just want to make sure it isn't fake." He said, his voice cracked a little. "You are asking me if I'm okay after what Jake put me through..." I trailed off as my voice thickened. "And I'm not- of course I'm not. I won't ever be after what he did to me. He broke my heart and even know, even though I'm falling in love with Josh 100%...my heart is still broken and I don't know if I will ever not love Jake." I said, I swallowed the tears. "But I know, that as of right now- in this moment I'm okay. I'm spending my night with the people I grew up with and my boyfriend. So right now, let's not talk about feelings." I turned around and walked back inside.

Erika:

Y/N and Josh walked in. "We all know you still love her and he clearly doesn't love her. He wants her as arm candy, because she's hot Jake. She still loves you even after what happened. You still have a chance, don't throw it away." I murmured. "I don't have a chance okay? If I had a chance we would've been okay. We would've fixed it and that would be me saying 'here's to loving each other' and it's not." Anthony took Y/N outside and Josh left the room. "Josh doesn't love her Jake." I said flatly. "She knows he doesn't, she's clever. She knows I still love her, and she knows Josh doesn't. So, get off her case. It's her life not yours." He walked the opposite direction and was gone within seconds.

**3 days later**
Y/N:

We came to school to all empty our lockers and sign shirts and just say goodbye to everyone. Like a final, final hoorah. All of us together one last time.

"I can't believe we won't ever be back here, none of us ever again." Erika said. "Yeah it's crazy shit." We walked over to our lockers. "It's emotional, it's been such a huge part of all of us for the longest time." I said, putting my code in for the last time. It popped open. She stood next to me as I emptied it. I emptied all my books and then found some pictures...of me and Jake. I picked them up, looking at each one. "Hey, can I have a minute alone? I'll catch up in a second." I smiled, she nodded. "I'll wait for you in the courtyard." She replied, she rubbed my back and then walked away. I looked at the pictures and felt my chest tighten and my tears fall faster. It was like the emotions of the breakup were hitting me all at once, all over again. "I'm sorry." I whispered. "I'm sorry." I repeated. I tossed the pictures into the bin and shut the locker.

I slowly walked into the courtyard, my feet felt heavy and my head throbbed. All the emotions were tearing me apart all over again. I went over to everyone. "Y/N!" Mackenzie smiled, she hugged me tightly. "Hey boo!" I grinned. We all decided to go and sit on the field- one of the places we had so many memories. "This feels so weird." I said. My voice came out and broke a little at the end. "Hey don't be the first to cry." Kade teased. I wiped the tears off my cheeks. "You guys are my best friends and moving on without seeing you everyday is going to kill me." I said. Mackenzie reached out and held my hand. "We're always going to be the best of friends." Mackenzie smiled. "You guys mean so much to me....everyone." Jake said, our eyes flicked to one another for a second and we had a moment.

Josh came back to mine, because it was my Dad's birthday, so we were going out for a meal. I changed into a play suit and heels. I touched up my makeup and straightened my hair. "You look amazing baby." He said, he kissed my forehead lightly. "Thankyou babe." I said, I cupped his face in my hands and kissed his lips lightly. "I love you." He said. "I love you too."

The last time I told Josh I loved him was here. I don't regret the way we said it, or the conditions it was said in. It was a beautiful moment that we had.