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Heartbreak. Now that's a pain I'd never expect to feel, at least not when it's inflicted by Jake. Yep, Jake. We were together for 3 and half years, when he cheated on me. Yes I know we're young we're only 17, but 3 years and 6 months is a long time to be committed at our age. I loved Jake with every inch of me, I still do, but apparently he makes mistakes. Which I understand; who doesn't? But, how can you make the same mistake, with the same girl, 3 times in the same day? That...that's what made my heart break.

I rolled out of bed and stood in my shower. The water raced down my body and I cried. I have barley stopped crying since I found out exactly 2 days ago. I broke up with Jake and now our entire friendship group is awkward. I made it awkward....no...no Y/N...Jake did this. Not you. I find myself wondering what I did so wrong in life to deserve the one person I loved more than I can explain- to hurt me. The word mistake is being thrown around loosely, she knows it wasn't a mistake. Her? Oh right her name's Mackenzie Taylor and she's in the year below us in school. Yep, she lost her virginity to Jake. And trust me she wasn't drunk, high, delusional or at risk when it happened. She knows me, not to be big headed but I'm sort of 'Queen' of the school and Jake is he 'King'. Everyone knew we were together, even she did.

I got out the shower and dried off my body. I let my hair out of the messy bun and straightened it, before tying it half up, half down. For the first time, I was putting in a minuscule amount of effort to desperately attempt to mask my true feelings. I picked out my outfit- black leggings and an oversized jumper. It was pretty cold out and I couldn't be bothered. It was a 99.9% chance I'd cry at school, so I didn't bother with makeup. I headed downstairs and packed my bag.

When I got to school, I walked in with Anthony. "How you holding up?" He asked, trying to start a normal conversation. "Okay ish, I don't know. It still hurts a lot right now, but I think I'm slowly making progress. I mean I did my hair today..." He smiled. "And you look gorgeous with it Y/N. Right now you need to be the best version of yourself." He said. We walked over to everyone else and the hallway fell silent. Jake came round the corner and Mackenzie was stood at the end of the corridor. He looked at her and his Adams Apple bobbed up and down. She scurried away and he stood next to me, opening his locker. I slammed mine shut and locked it. I walked off my own.

Jake:

I was sat talking with Erika in English, Y/N was sat with Anthony. She wasn't listening to him, she looked so faraway. "Look at her." I whisper, Erika looks up and sadness fills her eyes. "She was so happy and I destroyed her. She's always on the verge of tears and I haven't seen her smile once since it all happened." I gazed at her sadly. "Tell her I'm sorry okay? Sorry for hurting her." I mumbled. "I will." Erika says, she pauses for a minute. "But for the record? You didn't destroy her. You're not that powerful." Erika grabbed her bag and walked out as the bell rang.

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