Jake Paul Imagines

Dreams Cause Regret

He stood in front of me, his messy hair covering his eyes. I stretched my arm out and pushed it back. "I miss you." I whispered. He smiled and kissed my hand.

I woke up, short of breath and sweating. I reached out for my water and let it run down my throat.

Jake had been in my dream every single night this week and I was losing sleep. Ever since we broke up, he's weaves into my dreams- whether it's the main story or a cameo. And I've tried everything- even staying up and not sleeping, but nothings working. It's always the same dream and I always wake up when he kissed my hand.

It was 6:38am, so I slid out of my bed and into my slippers. I yawned as I padded downstairs. I made a coffee and curled up on the sofa. Something I'd done for 3 mornings running now. I couldn't sleep past the dream, in the dream or without the dream. It was taking over my life.

I was greeted by Kade, Jake and Nick who were going into the gym around 7am. I looked at Jake- he looked innocent- completely unaware he was taking over my life. "You've been up early for a couple days now, are you sleeping okay?" Kade asked. "Sorta, I don't know. But, I'm fine." I nodded, my eyes darted to Jake who was talking on the phone. "Okay good." They left and my heart was thumping in my chest.

I tried to explain what was going on to Kade later that day, when I thought Jake was out. "He's sucking me in again, without even realising it." I cried, Kade pulled me into him and hugged me. Mackenzie came over. "Babe what's up?" She asked. Kade shook his head. "She's fine don't worry." He said leaning over and kissing her. I snivelled and wiped my eyes.

My room was dark and cold, I curled up under my duvet and opened the curtains. I watched the sun set and I felt at peace, until the door clicked open and then closed. "Hey." His voice bounced off every wall, rushing through my body and making my eyes water. I looked over my shoulder. "I wondered where you were. I had something to ask you." He said, his voice was soft and emotional. Another side to Jake that few people had seen. "Go on." I said, facing back to the window. He was a couple paces behind me. "Do you regret it?" He asked. "Regret what?" I replied. He was silent for a second. "Everything...I don't know..." I turned to face him. His cheeks went pink and he opened his mouth again. "Just because we didn't work out doesn't mean you weren't the best thing that's ever happened to me. Because, you are." I said, his eyes were full of tears- I'd only seen Jake cry a handful of times in the 5 years I'd known him. "Yeah." He said. "You too." His voice broke and he looked at me. "You know I still love you right?" He said quietly, nearly whispering. "Yes I do. And I still love you too."

The silence between us was perfect. We finally knew were we stood with each other. And, that night he didn't appear in my dreams.