Jake Paul Imagines

Insecure

I woke up and hit snooze on my alarm, before rolling back over. Eventually, I fumbled around and grabbed my phone. I had a text from Jake. 'Do you need a ride?' I quickly replied. 'Yes please😘' I locked my phone again and rubbed my eyes sleepily.

I hopped out of bed and jumped in the shower. I traced the stretch-marks on my skin with my fingertip. They were like a never ending map. When I got out the shower, I picked out an outfit. It was a black, Adidas jumper and black, high waisted jeans. I paired it with my Vans. I straightened my frizzy hair and did my makeup. I really caked it on, today I was feeling very self-conscious and insecure.

I heard Jake pull up and I grabbed my bag. I shut the front door and went to his car. I pulled open the door and sat down. "Hey baby." He smiled. He leaned forward and kissed me. "Hey sweet." I replied. I put my seatbelt on and we drove away.

When we got to school, I slipped my hand into Jake's. I just wanted to be near him, I just felt so shit today.

Our whole friendship group sat outside on the field at lunchtime. I sat next to Jake. "What's up beautiful?" He whispered, kissing the side of my head. "I'm fine." I said, snapping a little. "You're lying, do you wanna go somewhere quiet and talk?" He said, tucking my hair behind my ear. I shook my head and he kissed my forehead. "We'll talk later." He murmured. I zoned out from everyone's conversations and mulled over all of my feelings.

On the car ride home, Jake was bombarding me. "Come on just tell me." He said, holding my hand on my thigh. "I just feel shit at the moment okay." I mumbled. "Why baby? You're beautiful." He said as we pulled up on the drive. I reached for the handle and locked the car. "Jake let me out." I said tearing up. He popped his seatbelt buckle and wiped my eyes. "Come here." He whispered. He wrapped his arms around me. "You are perfect to me Y/N. You are beautiful, smart, funny, kind and caring. I love you, so don't ever beat yourself up okay?" He whispered. He cupped my face in his hands and kissed me softly. "I love you too." I kissed him back.