I drove until my eyes were beginning to get tired then I did a U turn and started to drive back to the Team 10 house. My mind was fuzzy, my emotions like a rollercoaster and I wanted to go anywhere but the Team 10 house.
Jake and Erika got together just 4 weeks after Jake and I ended a 3 and half year romance. I felt betrayed, backstabbed and used. I cut myself away from both of them and stayed with a friend in L.A for a couple nights, once my anger had cooled down- I returned back to the house. I spoke to Erika and told her I was fine with it- something my Mum suggested just to keep the peace. I didn't speak to Jake and that was that. Then the vlogs came, pap pictures and I found myself being way more upset than I had first anticipated.
My stomach was in knots as I parked my car in the garage, I shut the garage door and walked back up into the house. Everyone was crowded in the kitchen and all of their eyes darted to me at the same time.
**1 hour previously**
Jake:Nick was trying to get hold of Y/N, but had no response. Her phone was either dead or switched off. "I'm worried about her, I have been for a long time." Sunny said. I bit on my lip and Erika held my hand. "Hey she'll be back." She whispered, kissing my cheek. Nick looked at me disappointedly. I kind of shrugged Erika off and she sat down next to Rocky. "She's been proper depressed, she's been trying to hide it, but if you look at all the comments on her videos & social medias...people are starting to pick up on it." Anthony said. Rocky got a little tearful. "She's been so down lately, with the whole...situation." She said. Everyone sort of looked away from each other, Anthony rubbed Rocky's arms as she cried a little. "We've tried everything to help her, she just seems to be stuck in a rut." Sunny sighed.
Everyone was talking and then we heard her car pull up. The room fell silent as she walked past. She froze in the doorway and everyone looked at her. She gulped nervously and went straight up to her room. Everyone looked to me. "You have to fix this with her Jake." Erika said. "I don't care what it takes, both of us have to talk to her, she will end up spiralling into a really dark, lonely place if we're not careful." Erika went up first.
Y/N:
I flopped onto my bed and closed my eyes. I was alone and peaceful for all of about 5 seconds, before my door opened. It clicked closed and I sat up. Erika walked in and I had a massive lump in my throat. "I was wondering if we can talk?" She asked. I paused, wiping the tears out of my eyes. "Yeah sit down." I said, she pulled my desk chair opposite my bed and sat down. "I didn't know you were feeling like this." She said- her eyes looked very glassy and she looks to the ground. "Erika..." I mumbled. "I didn't want to hurt..." I cut her off. "Don't say you didn't want to hurt me, because you knew when Jake asked you on a date that night I still loved him. We sat in this very room that day and you told me I should try with Jake if I loved him. Then, you got all dressed up and went on a date with him. How can you say you didn't mean to hurt me?" I said. She wiped her eyes. "I was selfish and I'm sorry." She said, for a second I believed her, but the feeling didn't last. "Jake was my soulmate for the longest time you whole-heartedly knew that Erika. When I locked myself in my room sobbing for days, you knew I still loved Jake. When you guys came in and told everyone you were together, you looked right at me and mouthed sorry. You knew I loved Jake, you know that now I love Jake, so don't come into my room with your fake apologies claiming you didn't know what you've done." I said, I looked to the door and Jake was there. "Erika come on." He said, it was like a dagger in my heart. "I can't Jake." She said, she reached out for my hand. "I can't." She whispered. She got up and walked straight past him. "What have you done?" He said angrily, shutting the door. "I didn't do anything. This was all you- you in my room yesterday saying you wanted to be friends and now coming to have a go at me. Jake you are doing this. You are hurting me and I'm done with it." I said. He bit the inside of his cheek. "I can't be in this house surrounded by you 24:7 when all you're trying to do is hurt me." I said. He stayed silent. "It's, because it's been so long since you told me you loved me. I crave that feeling you give me when you look at me. That is why I'm with Erika, because I'm trying to move on."
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