Jake Paul Imagines

Walk Out On Me

The house was buzzing with excitement- we had a lot of visitors over today. I went over to Rocky and Alex who were sort of hanging back. "Why aren't you guys over here with everyone else?" I motioned to the large amount of people crowding in the hallway. Alex bit her lip. "It's sort of awkward, they aren't our friends. I don't even know any of these people." Rocky said quietly. I thought for a second. "They can become your friends, I'll show you everyone." I took both of their hands and whispered everyone's names to them and why they were here etc. Rocky got into a deep conversation with Anthony and one of his friends from back home. Alex was talking to Ben's Mum. I went over to Jake and he wrapped his arms around my waist. He kissed me softly. "You okay?" He smiled. "Yeah, but I feel like I've barely seen you the past week." I pouted, he sighed. "I know it's just super hectic right now okay? I've been to Florida, been with Chad, dealing with the Deji stuff, meetings, the tour, the new merch, filming...It's just been busy okay?" He said slightly angrily.

Jake and I had argued a lot the past few months, our hectic schedules mean we see each other only a handful of times a week despite the fact we live in the same house. We've had so much going on and I understand that. But, when I've had a bad day and want to rant to someone- I want to go to Jake, but he just flips it all to be about him and how bad his days been and how busy he is. He has no idea how busy my schedules been the past couple of weeks. I've had meetups, interviews, meetings all across America, I had to go home for a day to sign as 'next of kin' for a trip my parents are on, I've had modelling shoots, brand deals and I'm trying to do my YouTube. I get Jake is busy and he is always worrying about everyone else, but he keeps taking it out on me- the only person who argues with him.

He let go of my waist and started talking to Ben. Kind of annoyed, I walked off into the kitchen. I made a coffee and spoke to my Mum on the phone. 

It's just been really hard for Jake and I at the moment.

I know sweetie, but if you're both all in you have to try.

It's just all we do is argue and I love Jake a lot and losing him would kill me, but I don't really see a light at the end of the tunnel and it's heartbreaking.

Listen Y/N, you have to focus on your happiness right now and from what you've been telling me- the way Jake is treating you isn't well. I love Jake and he's like a son, but he can't treat you like this and expect you to be waiting for him at the end of the day.

I know Mum, I'm gonna talk to him once everyone's gone. I love you, speak soon?

I love you too baby, keep me updated.

I hung up and went back out to the hallway, everyone was leaving. I picked up Ben and gave him a hug, I kissed his forehead and he ran over to Erika. I gave Taytum & Oakley a kiss goodbye and then Mini Jake Paul. Everyone left and then Jake went for a Skype meeting. I waited up in our room, I text him saying I wanted to talk. About an hour or so later, he came upstairs. He flopped onto the bed. "What's up? Because, I'm really tired and still have to edit the vlog." He yawned. There he goes again being selfish. "We need to talk about what's going on here, with us." I said, he sat up- suddenly taking me seriously. I sat down opposite him and picked at my nails nervously. "What about us?" He asked. I swallowed the tears- for now at least. "I feel like right now, we rarely see each other and that despite the fact we love each other a lot- when we do see each other rather than it being special we argue." He tried to cut in. "Why are you saying this?" He asked tearing up. "That we either try really hard to make it work, or we call it quits. Cause right now I'm very unhappy with our relationship." He rubbed his lips together as his eyes nearly spilled out with tears. He looked down and put his hands over his face. He stood up and paced back and forth.

"I agree with what you're saying, but I don't know which ways best- to fight for it or to give up." I felt like he had stuck a dagger through my heart and tears started to spill down my face. "You're meant to say you want to fight for it Jake? Of course I want to fight." My vision was blurred from my tears. "How many times have we had this conversation in the last 3 months? Fucking countless amounts of times and I think this might be the end for us." A sob escaped my lips and I wiped my eyes. He walked to the door. "If you walk out on me now without fixing this Jake, I won't ever forgive you and we'll be done forever." His hand hovered over the handle and I nearly sobbed again, I folded my hands over my mouth. He froze for a second. "I love you no matter what." He said through his tears.