Jake Paul Imagines

Heartbroken

Hi Angels,

I know a lot of you have been concerned about my 2 week absence from social media including my YouTube. My life has sort of come to a little hiccup/halt. It's with a very heavy, heartbroken heart I have to say Jake and I split up. Unfortunately, I strongly believe my career path will lead me in a different direction. I've moved back home, and drawn my contact to a close with Team 10. There's no hard feelings with anyone, we're keeping in contact and will continue to make videos together. As for Jake, our breakup was a mutual decision. He has done so much for me for the past 3 and half years, I wish him all the luck and love in the world. Your ongoing support is appreciated and ily all❤️.
~Y/N

The replies were making me well up, everyone was so, so supportive. I got a text, so I quickly opened it. 'Jake💔', I felt my eyes prickle with tears. 'Hey you, I just read your post and like I said when you left, you'll be so missed and we all love you. The door is always open should you want to return, I love you so much and miss you already. Good luck with everything, stay in contact. - Jake x' I felt tears racing down my cheeks as I replayed the breakup over and over again.

**flashback 13 days ago**

His beautiful eyes filled with tears, he was running his hands through his messy, blonde hair. "I don't want to do this anymore Jake. The constant arguing, we've been trying for so long." I said, my tears making it difficult for the words to leave my mouth. "I know. It sucks, because I love you so much and I always thought we'd spent the rest of our lives together." He said, a tear raced down his cheek, I leant forward and wiped it away. "I love you so much too, but we have to do what's best for our happiness. And it isn't this anymore Jake." I said. He reached out and held my hand. "Don't leave..." I had to cut him off. "My heart is broken, I can't be around you. This love, our love has been a whirlwind and I've loved every second. You brought me to the top and I will be forever grateful. My career path is going in a whole new direction. I don't think I can be here if it's not the right thing to do." I said, tears racing down my face. He wiped them away, still holding my hand tightly. "I understand. Just, I don't wanna let go." He cried. I started to sob, so we just held each other. Those last moments in his arms will stick in my head forever. "I will never ever stop loving you, the door will never close on us. Okay?" He cried. I nodded. "Always, we can always try again in the future. When the times right." I said taking a few deep breaths. We both wiped our eyes and calmed down. "We better go to tell everyone, book you a flight and help you pack." He said. He pulled me into him, he kissed my forehead, before standing up.

**end of flashback**

I snivelled, and dabbed my eyes with a tissue. 'I love and miss you too.' I clicked send and tossed my phone onto the bed. It hurt like hell...

4 years later:

"Jackson come on." I shouted, for the fifth time. He came down the stairs. "Your Mum's here." I said opening the door. She smiled. "Hey babe." She took his book bag and jacket. "Was he good?" She asked. He raced off down the pathway and to the car. "He did so well today, ask him to practice at home to you. He's really getting the hang of it." She nodded. "Thanks Y/N. See you next week." I waved them off, before closing the door. I went into the music room and picked up all of Jackson's work. I filed it away and went into my living room. I sat down and put YouTube on the TV.

I decided to pop out for some groceries, it was about 9.30pm, so I was hoping it'd be quiet. I got a trolley and started doing the shopping. I was focused on the list, when I bumped into someone. I quickly looked up to apologise, I felt like time froze. Both our eyes filled with tears. "Sorry." I mumbled. "No, no it's fine. I wasn't watching where I was going." He stumbled on his words a couple times. "It's been 4 years, you still look as beautiful as you did the day you left." He said sadly. "Thankyou. You still look as gorgeous as the day I met you." I complimented him back. "I didn't realise you'd come back to L.A." He said, I felt myself relax, we'd broken the awkwardness and started an average conversation. "I decided to open a music school, I do it from home currently, I still do my YouTube and social media. I teach kids how to sing,play piano, guitar, drums etc." I said. He smiled. "You were always so talented." It felt so weird, yet so normal to be talking to him. "I've really missed you." I said. "I've missed you so much. If I knew you were back, I'd have come over." He said. "I haven't stopped replaying that moment since I got on that plane." I said. "Neither have I. Watching you walk away and not being able to stop you, was the hardest thing." He said. "How about drinks? On me." I smiled. His face lit up. "I'd like that. How's Friday evening?" He asked. "I have a student at 5, but it's only until 6. So hows 7? You can pick me up." I said. He nodded. "I'd love that. Text me your address?" He asked. "Yeah I will. See you on Friday." I said nodding. Jake looked at me. "I'll be counting down the days." And with that we walked our separate ways.

We never did go for those drinks, I couldn't. He couldn't. I got the call from Anthony on my way home. I just sobbed, knowing I should've told him I wanted to get back together there and then. He wouldn't have been in the car alone, we would've driven a different way home and he wouldn't have got into the accident.

**Friday (4 days after the accident)**

The beeping machines were eerie and offputting. He had a dozen wires and tubes racing in and out of his body. I held his hand. The Nurse said he could hear and feel us, just not wake up yet. "We were meant to go to drinks tonight." I said. My eyes were full of warm, salty tears, which started to race down my cheeks. "I love you Jake, I'm begging you please wake up." The machine started beeping a little quicker, his finger twitched and then his nose. "NURSE." I shouted. His eyelids fluttered and then opened. His blue eyes looked up at me. I was pushed out the room by a dozen doctors and nurses.

I paced the corridors with Logan, sipping a cheap, artificial coffee. They had to take all the tubes out, assess him and run several tests/X Rays, before we could see him. It had already been 2 hours and I was so desperate to see him. Greg came over and we both quickly stood up. "Mum and I have already spoken to him, he's all yours." We both raced to his room and Logan opened the door. He was sat up and smiling. "Dudeeeee." He said fistbumping Logan. "You scared us bro. I really thought you were gone." Logan said emotionally. "You thought I'd die, before besting you in subscribers? Nahhhh." He laughed. His eyes darted to me and softened. "Hey." He said.