Repair

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I opened the front door and he walked out to his car. "I'll see you later?" He smiled. "Yeah I will, text me." I grinned back. I closed the door and Jake was stood there. I felt sick, because I knew what was going to happen. He was going to question me and it will result in a huge argument. 

"I am trying to repair myself, I make no apologies for how I chose to repair what you broke Jake. If I want to see someone else I will, because you broke me and there is no way you and I will ever get back together. I will respect you when you move on, so can you extend me the same courtesy?" I wasn't asking, but rather demanding that he left well alone with my love life. He looked at me and sighed. "Fine." He replied. He walked away and I felt relief flow through my body. 

**2 days later**

The beeping machines were soothing, just to know that he was still alive in there. I pushed his hair back out of his eyes as his Mum came in. "Y/N I wish we hadn't met in these circumstances." I stood up and embraced her tightly. "It's so lovely to meet you Mrs.Banks." She smiled and cupped my face in her hands. "Josh had told us so much about you." She said getting tearful, she held my two hands in her own. "I heard so much about you too." I said also getting tearful. We sat either side of him and chatted getting to know each other. Minutes rolled into hours, hours into days, days rolled into a week and Josh still hadn't woken up.

I hadn't been home to the Team 10 house for a week, so I popped back to get some more bits. I pulled up and took the key out of the ignition, I pushed open the front door and everyone greeted me. "He's still not awake, but they're going to try to help him wake up this afternoon. I just need to shower and get some clothes." I ran up to my room and got in the shower- I washed my hair and exfoliated my body. I jumped out and changed into a pair of leggings and one of Josh's hoodies. I rubbed off my remaining makeup and Dutch braided my wet hair. I grabbed a medium sized bag and stuffed the essentials inside. I grabbed my keys and made it back to the hospital 72 minutes after I left.

I sat back down and held his hand. His Mum dashed home quickly and it was just me and him. "I think now is as good as a time as ever to tell you I really like you and that I think I'm falling for you. I know this, because I need you to wake up, so I can go to sleep. I can't sleep knowing you're not okay. I would also trade right now, I'd take your position if that was possible, because you don't deserve to suffer Josh." I felt a few tears roll down my cheeks, I stood up to look for a tissue and Jake was stood the other side of the glass. Anger boiled over and I went out. "What the hell are you doing here? His family are here Jake, you are not welcome." I hissed angrily. "I came to give my condolences and to see how he's doing. I haven't come to upset or anger anybody." He sounded so calm about a situation so intense. "You caused this Jake." I whispered. "This is your doing." 

**flashback to 1 week ago**

"I need to leave Jake, Josh is waiting for me." I sighed. "Let me explain..." I cut him off. "Explain what? That you threatened to beat my boyfriend up for no reason?!" I exclaimed. "Boyfriend...so you made it official?" He raised his eyebrow almost maliciously. "Yes we did, now get out of my way." He was stood blocking my doorway. I heard Josh's car horn beep. My window was open; "I'M COMING." I yelled.

Josh:

I heard her yell; "I'm coming." I waited tapping my fingers on the steering wheel. About 10 minutes past and she didn't come. I opened my car door. "GET OUT THE WAY JAKE, I AM DONE TALKING." Her scream was so loud, she clearly was trying to get my attention. I ran up to the front door and knocked quickly. Kade opened it. "She's just..." I slipped past him and ran up to her room. She was sobbing and Jake wasn't budging. I punched him in the back and he dropped to the ground. I climbed over him and held her shaking body. "Get out of her room." I growled, he stood up laughing. "Oh whoop-de-do Josh comes and saves the day, he is the hero and I'm the villain. I love you Y/N can't you see I'm the better man. I threw a punch and he started to fight back. Everyone piled up and pulled us apart. I was raging. "Are you coming?" I shouted to Y/N.

Y/N:

I couldn't leave like this, I had to knock sense into Jake. "I'll drive to yours as soon as I've fucking screamed at him." He hugged me tightly and kissed my lips. "I love you." He whispered. "I love you too." I whispered back, he arrogantly shoved past Jake and I heard his car speed away.

**end of flashback**

"If you had let me leave, he wouldn't have tried to fight you, he wouldn't be angry and he wouldn't have driven so fast home. Josh is not stupid he is very clever, but you made him angry and he drove home way too fast. Then he crashed his car and now he's in a coma, this is your fault. Do you know what's also your fault? The fact you made me so angry I stayed and carried on arguing with you. Right in this moment, I hate you Jake. Everything you've done since you met Josh is try to ruin it, now it's time for you to back off." His eyes teared over.


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