Weren't Here

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He had finally come back to Ohio, but it was too late. It was months too late. When he went to 'visit' friends he'd made in L.A he had cut me off for 6 months. It was meant to be a weekend away. I heard through the grapevine within the first 3 days that he'd cheated. It was confirmed by the girl. She was a hooker, but he'd cheated. I was heartbroken and inconsolable. I dumped him and he didn't reply. I haven't stopped thinking about him since- I'm failing school and the past 6 months I've struggled a lot. But, I really did connect with Logan. Logan came back after the weekend like he promised and has been an incredible support system for me. My family have been superb as well. Pam and Greg have tried contacting Jake, but he won't speak to them about me.

I know he's back, because I saw him outside the front of school. His parents told the school he was away for work- if you count 'finding YouTube friends/shagging them all' being away for work it wasn't a lie.

I was walking to English with Anthony, Chance, Molly and Tilly. "I'll see you guys later." Molly said, kissing Chance. She dashed away to go to her next lesson and we turned the corridor into the lesson. I was sat in between Anthony and Chance, Tilly was in front of us, but she spent most of her time turned around. I was praying he wouldn't walk in, because I wasn't sure I could deal with it. "So we have discovered that J.K Rowling..." The teacher was cut off by Jake's entrance, I felt everyone look at me as my eyes burned with tears. I looked down at the desk, I was so, so embarrassed. "Mr.Paul welcome back. Take a seat." Of course the only spare seat was next to Tilly. "Bro you're back." Anthony whispered fist bumping him. Jake's eyes looked to me and his smile dropped. "I got your message." He said quietly, I completely ignored him. "Y/N?" He asked, I kept my eyes fixed on the board as the teacher was distracted writing. I didn't wipe the falling tears. "Bro leave her." Chance said. Jake turned around and Anthony put an arm around my shoulder. I wiped my eyes and tried to focus.

Break time came and it was horrific. Our group split up- the boys went off and the girls went off. Me, Molly and Tilly went behind the back sheds our usual 'hangout spot'. I sat down and just cried. The pain I'd tried to hard to shut away came flooding back all at once. The guys came over and Jake awkwardly sat in front of me. "Hey Chance lets go to my locker." Molly said grabbing his hand. Tilly kisses my forehead. "I'll wait for you by our lockers." She smiled, she walked off and Anthony followed her. "I don't want to talk to you, don't even bother." I said, wiping my eyes again. He picked at the concrete beneath him. "I'm sorry for getting mad when you found out I'd cheated, I'm sorry for cheating, I'm sorry for cutting you off..." I stopped him. "I said I didn't want to talk to you." I stood up and walked away.

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