Jake Paul Imagines

Letter

I looked around the small coffee shop, wringing my hands together. He clearly hadn't come. I took another sip of my coffee, and looked at the time 15:39 he was now an hour late. I sighed. The door clicked open, I looked up and my heart started pounding. Jake walked over. "I'm sorry I'm late. The vlog took a little longer to film than expected." He apologised, pulling a smoothie out of his bag. He opened it and gulped some. I held my cup with my hands, I'd never felt so nervous. "Why'd you want to meet up?" He said avoiding the topic. "I wanted to fix things." I said, rubbing my hand on my kneecap. "I..." He stopped speaking and looked to the floor. "I'm sorry." I started. He stood up, grabbing his bag. "I don't think I can do this." He said. I stood up and grabbed his hand. "Please give me the chance to fix this." I begged. "Don't go." I whispered. He froze for a second, his hand even held mine a little tightly. "I can't talk to you. I'm more sorry than you'd ever understand. Please, just go home." He walked out and I felt my tears choke me up. I put my coat on and grabbed my handbag.

I sat down at my table and pulled a piece of paper out of my book, grabbed a pen and an envelope. I took a deep breath and started writing;

Dear Jake,

I'm sorry for earlier, for making you feel uncomfortable. I was so, so nervous to see you again. After all this time.

2 years ago, when we broke up that night; I had never felt so detached from life. I felt like I had let myself down. I knew I loved you more than anyone in the whole world. You were the one person who knew me inside out, you were my bestfriend, my soulmate...the one person who was always there.

Now, 2 years later- I can't begin to imagine the pain I've caused you. I know what I did was disgusting. When you told the story- I believed you had lied. I had no idea that the media twisted it. My response was unforgivable and I know that.

I guess I just want you to know I haven't stopped loving you and that I hope one day you can forgive me. Because, life without you is empty and dark Jake.

Please, know I never meant to hurt you.

~Y/N x

I drove to the Team Ten house and pulled up outside. The security guard came over. "Y/N." He sighed, crossing his arms over his chest. "Matt." I nodded. "Please just make sure Jake gets this." I said passing him the letter. I wound the window back up and drove home.

I tossed and turned in my bed, but after 2 and half hours, my phone dinged. It was Jake. I felt my eyes tear up. 'Your letter was beautiful. I'm sorry too. And I'll never stop loving you.'