Nothing's Changed

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Everyone was crowding in the kitchen, I hopped onto the kitchen side and got comfortable. Jake had called an emergency family meeting and it was the space we could all fit in comfortably. Rocky and Alex came over and sat beside me. Chance and Anthony pulled chairs and sat in front of us. Everyone slowly piled in and then Jake came in. His eyes were tired and he made eye contact with me for a second.

"I thought I'd give you all the heads up..." He said, closing his eyes and resting his hands behind his head. "That there's an interview coming out tonight with Banks and Alissa- obviously we're a hot topic at the moment, so just beware. I honestly think it's very petty and we should leave it. But, because we've got other people in the house now..." He motioned to Rocky, Alex, Nick's boyfriend and Logan. "We just need to be cautious with everyone." He said flatly. He looked exhausted and fed up- he'd barley been sleeping and was struggling a lot at the moment.

Everyone went off to do their own thing and I went up to Jake. He rested his hands on my waist and buried his head in my neck. "Hey baby." I whispered, kissing the side of his head. "Hey." He mumbled into my neck. I rubbed his hair. "You okay?" I asked, he stood up and leant back on the worktop. I put my arms around his neck. "I'm just so sick of shit all the time. And now these fucking killer clowns tryna do shit, and I'm just so done at the moment." He said, he wasn't really angry- just mainly upset. I kissed his lips. "You're strong babe and you can get through this okay?" I said, stroking his face. He nodded. "I love you." He yawned, cuddling me. "I love you too."

I went out to run some errands with Kade. On the drive back to the house, we were chatting. "I'm just worried about Jake, he is struggling a lot at the minute and I don't know what I can do to help. I can't stop the hate, I can't help him with the Deji stuff, the tour is stressful, yet so exciting. I think he's piling too much onto himself at once." I sighed. Kade squeezed my hand. "He's been at this a long time we just have to trust that he's doing good inside. He loves what he's doing, he just needs to balance it with everything else in his life." Kade said. He swung into the turning and we drove up the drive. Jake was shouting at someone. I jumped out and Kade parked the car. I jogged up to the house. "What's going on?" I panted. Jake was arguing with Chad and Nick was there as well. "I've done everything I can Chad." Jake said angrily, I grabbed his hand and he snatched it away. Nick came over. "They're arguing about tour arrangements. Chad can't do some of the dates, but Jake's already posted him as part of it...basically they've been like this for at least 20 minutes now. "I clearly told you I couldn't do those days bro." Chad said. Jake rolled his eyes and stormed off.

"For fuck sake!" Chad muttered. I put my hand on his arm. "Give him a wide berth. He's really struggling at the minute, Nick you can help Chad right?" I said. Nick nodded. "Come in and I'll pull the calendar up- we'll work something out." Nick said. I chased Jake. He had stormed upstairs.

I tapped my knuckles on our bedroom door, before opening it. He was sat on the floor against the bed, and then he just started crying. I ran to his side and held him as he cried. "Hey let it all out." I whispered, stroking his hair. "Nothings changed?" He asked, I frowned confusedly. "With us.." He said, tears racing down his cheeks. I wiped them away with my thumbs. "Never." I kissed his forehead and he rested his head on my shoulder.

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